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2008-12-28T00:30:00.005+08:00

hello... i'm back to blogging once again. time pass really very fast.. hmm it gonna be end of 2008! and 2009 is APPROCHING! and hmm i should thanks GOD for taking care of me thought out the year 2008... GOOD BYE TOO 2008 AND WELCOME 2009! hopefully 2009 will be a better year for me..

hmm my 21st bday is COMING!! at i should say AMY is gonna be ONE YEAR older!!:P life for me is really busy in work place.. but i should say ALL the PEOPLE there are NICE! enjoy working there:)

hmm looking forward to 2009 and my bday! will continue to blog again..

lalalala:)

2008-11-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

hahas:) back in blogging again, hehes:P work on friday was really very slack.. reach office at 915am.. then my manager is not here! hehes:) then went i reach office first time is get SCOLDED from that KIM PENG. cos sherman took the ladder and accidentally hit on the table and one of the food drop and dirty the floor and we havent clean up then she come up and say why is the place so messy? my replies to her was all this clean up i need to do also? then she say nope.. you have to remind or tell the engineer to keep the place CLEAR and say that their desk is so MESSY!..

hahas:) after awhile later chin called and ask me abt the work that he asked me to do the day before< and i dunno wanted to ask him but he was in a meeting, so he say that he free now ask me to come down to have meeting with him and vishal, hahas:) we spend abt two hours to discuss the IR which is called incident report is done by the engineer. and i help to help to recheck all the document from jan to nov.. sigh:(

after that we back do abit then hehes:) i go for LUNCH already. went to engine to have lunch with network team people, was chatting abt how to improve english and chinese, and mike should talk more english so that he can improve the english. and as for kelvin should LEARN chinese.. since he a indonesia chinese, and he onli know who to speak the words yi dian dian. and he say nono is yi dian and not yi dian dian. cos yi dian dian mean must more better then yi dian.. hahas:) after that went back and do abit of work at 3 we went for tea break at mac at engine, hahas;) and it me,mike,kelvin,chiru. hace ice cream at mac. after tat went vack guess who i saw? i saw wallid and the team.. they are going to "DO CASE" hahas:) so i told them i also want to go! and then i follow and took the van..

hahas:) so i board the van am i saw this little butterfly and i scream.. hahas:) all laugh out loud and so my expression was very funny.. peer say i scream like i kanna repe lor.. hahas:) they are just do yellow minded... hehes:) so we go and ''DO CASE'' hahas:) is actually went to tea break, we went to east coast park mac.. we so this indian aqua.. hahas:) he really wear this cute sun and start BRA lor.. so funny. and i was asking DARWIN when we went back to sit. was discussing the indian people. we went to the beach to have old tea break, ice cream and fries.. hehes:)

after went back is already 5pm and we end work at 530.. hehes:P this is how my friday last, since it friday and i dun have the mood to work.. hehes:P after that went back home:) hehes:) went back home then i relise that my mother thrown away my beloved blanket. she say is dirty so she thrown away.. but i say can wash she say dun want. it have been with me for veri long liao lei.. sigh:)

today is a sat.. it a stay at home day, bored and just lazy to go out.. since it ranning heavily. so plan to stay at home to blog and watch tv.. and have my BEATIFUL sleep:P hehes:) hmm but dunno if i want to go tampinese ikea with mummy and sister boyfriend ma.. hehes;) or should i stay at home to online and SLEEP:) think that i all i have to blog for today:)

maybe will blog tomorrow if i have the TIME. hmm yap huili and jac birthday is at the end of the month.. guess wat i actually kinda of fully booked.. actually wanted to go celebrate jia yi's birthday and then after that go SHOPPING. but i change the date already:)

BacK AgAiN:)

2008-11-20T21:00:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back in blogging..recently was busy and lazy to blog.. anyway now i got time to blog, now is almost end of nov already.. and time really fly! hahas:) 10 more days to the end of dec lei. hahas) looking forward to CHRISTMAS!

today working for me is fine, and i should say that today is just NOT my DAY.. alots of things happen after one another, like this morning havent even step in the office just alight the bus and walk a few steps.. guess wat i hits my toes on the steps and i fall, and i hit on my knee lor. and it blue black now, and aft that went back to office and after a while later went to pantry to get milo, met piter there, was talking to him. and at the same time taking HOT water for my milo, guess wat i accidentally went to touch the tip that the HOT come out from and then there this drop of HOT water droplet that was left behide after piter took the HOT water. it drop oh my hand and i was like OUCH.. and piter was like see lah, talk to me and looking at him at the same time talking HOT water!

SIGH:( and again thing happen, went back to office look for chin sin and rein to pass them something, was sitting at piter table while talking to steve. guess wat happen this time rounds.. put my hair on the chiar and move the chiar forward and my finger got caught in between the chair and the table lor.. and again OUCH! PAIN:( HAHAS:)

the next things that happen is that i accidentally hit my head on this red emergency box that was placed outside the office, and was trying to look at a cat without noticing that there a box beside my head, so i move and see the cat. and again OOUCH!

SIGH :( today just really not my days lah.. everythings happen one after another lor:) today when i was on my way home, your all just come to my mind.. i miss your people alots:) there are no sure nice and fun people here:) but your are always on my minds and heart!

tomorrow will be friday! yeah:) it mean that i going to off soon! hahas:) two more months to AMY 21st birthday! it mean that i will be ONE year OLDER SOON:) hehes:P cant wait for christmas to come! will DBS celebrate CHRISTMAS this year? hahas:) i also want to celebrate with them..

hahas:) suddenly this song come to my mind! nothing gonna change my love for you! hahas:) ya nothing gonna change my love for you. i really miss you lots lei.. it almost one month that we met each others already:(

A Deal Running In Agreement Now!- this sentence got a meaning to it's. and i have alots of things that i planning to do! like further my STUDIES:) and also to get a driving LINCENCE! and
going for HOLIDAYS:P too..

will continue to blog tomorrow.. i love to SLEEP think saturday will be a stay at home day, i can sleep the whole day lor:P but dun think i can, cos mummy is not working she will be at home and sure ask us to do house work! and AMY dun really do all this.. so SHOULD i stay at home? but NO place to go.. sian:) and NO MONEY too! anyway really wanna thanks HIM for helping me!

WTF.. i was really darn pissed off with my mother! cos recently she nv work she stay at home to do house work, and she so irritating when she at home. she thrown away one of my favourite bag,even the zipper inside is spoilt but not outside. and i dun used that compartment anyway:( should i say i ________. i wish that i can MOVE out of the house! i wanna stay outside:(

this is a box that i saw in my life :) i find it very cool.

guess wat this? does this look like a oilment
or candy box to you? is actually a packer of cigrette from china lor!
i want this bos after the cigrette is finish! the brand is call double happiness lei:)

miss you lots:) miss all of your too:) sad sad:( sigh~

happy halloween!

2008-10-31T23:36:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of the month liao.. yeah... hmm then hahas:P today is also the last day oh halloween wor.. hmm today it friday dun really have the mood to work.. hey today was okay for work.. went to buy mouse today! finally i have mouse to use liao.. and today went out to top up my ez link card and then on my way back to office and guess who i saw? i saw yiu san's my manager and the others going for tea break. and they say tat if cant find me know where i go lor..

hehes :) then after work went to jurong point with baoling actually wanted to go with carine too.. but last min she got ot to do so nv join us.. hahas:) went to have dinner at the bento place.. is a western cum japan food.. and while we was eating we heard alots of kids shouting happy halloween.. and they are sooo cuteee.. all dress in halloween clothers lei.. after tat went to walk walk at jurong point.. baoling was actually helping me to look for shirt for my 21st bday.. but i cant find any nice de..

and guess wat too.. i kind of received my 21 birthday present frm yao mei and baoling today.. thanks ppl, they buy a bag frm charles & keith bag a brown color de.. thanks ppl.. it nice! and tomorrow it sat had bbq with my new colleague at east coast park, and sunday maybe going for the coffin movie at jb with my fren. and aft that work and work till next sat.. going jb again with cai and her and my fren to eat and shop aft that at night going to celebate su ning bday at west coast park.. and sunday finally is a free day!

today is the last day of the month, and next next sat we going to ceebrate jiayi's belated bday! maybe treating her to eat and buy her a present and also a time for secondary school fren to meet up again..

will update tomorrow, abt the trip and outing i had.. hehes:P and anyway NOV is coming already. and time really fly.. ching is coming back soon and it gonna be CHRISTMAS soon!

2008-10-29T20:08:00.002+08:00

hahas:)did not blog yesterday cos i was veri tired am i going to fall a sick soon!went back early yesterday cos of not alot of people in the office and then decided to go back early lor:) but i still veri tired lor:) duno why too:) yesterday work was okay!just that i lost some documentation lor.. am hopefully i can find it soon! and guess wat! we found the RSA token liao.. and i the one who issues the wrong token lor.. sorry people:( hmm but thanksfully the people call and say that he token cannnot use so we ask for the token no.. and it then end it was the lost token that was MIA few day ago..

hahas:) yesterday my days was work and after work.. reach home come online.. watch tv and watch tv again.. and bath and dinner and hahas:) SLEEP:) i slept at 12mn.. but was still very tired lor.. dunno wat happen too! told my fren that i tired! and guess wat they say they say that my work dun really need alot of enengy lor.. why am i still tired lei? maybe my work require me to use MY BRAIN ;) hahas:) that why i tired lor. and today was LATE again!

hmm went to work today as usual i was still coping and on the path of learning things and i think i veri STUPID! dun understand wat they are talking abt and scared to ask.. hahas:) so all my work i anyhow do de! hahas:) guess wat i found my document that was lost yesterday on one of my other colleuge table lor.. i was so piss off and scolded him lor.. did you know tat i look high and low for the document.. and yet is with you.. scared me to death lor.. but anyway found liao then that good! no more worry:)

today work was okay! as usual things to do! but then today got one things that i need to do.. but i dunno how to do so i ask my manager how to do.. and he teach me and i still dun UNDERSTAND and single things.. and i went to ask he fren cos he was there listening to it too, and he explain to me.. and i also dun understand lor.. i scared to ask again:) but then nice of my fren cos i told him that i scared asking him the manger.. he fren told nxt time you ask me i ask him.. so if scold is scold him and not me lor. hahas:) i just so STUPID lor..

today went out to walk walk went to the bazzar.. guess wat i saw! my favourite STITCH.. frm far i was scream and shouting.. i love it alots but too bad and sad that i got no $$$ now. and all the shirt there are quite nice lor.. then aft walking went to co op to get drink.. and back to work again.. and time fly aft tat.. at 63o i still got things to do.. but i lazy to do. so decided to went home and do tomorrow lor.. and so i went back home aft that.. today super tired lor:) sigh.. will continue to blog again tml. i NEED MORE TIMEEE!! TIME IS NOT ENOUGH:)

~happy deepavali~

2008-10-27T12:26:00.004+08:00

hello people i back to blogging again.. guess wat i was actually very lazy to blog, but then i very bored and sian so decided to come online to blog for my long weekends.. hmm hahas:) guess wat tml work will be on my own again.. cos my senior left already sad:( froday work was okay for me! hahas;) aft work went to meet minru and liyan at vivo to have dinner, and to talk photo and talk talk.. hahas:) L.A.M.E. is actually something abt the four of us.. hmm went have chat at the top of the vivo.. nice and lovely place.. but too bad ching is not here with us! dun worry.. we go again we you are back! then reach home at like 12mn.. aft that online for a while then went off te have my beautiful SLEEP:)

hehes:) on the sat i went to pasir ris to have bbq with my ex colleuge.. was acutally having the mood of not going.. i miss them people.. but i quite happy that i see them aft a long tat since i met them.. and thanks him for picking me up and drove me there.. if not amy is really SUPER LAZY to go till so far alone.. and reach there was super tired.. but have a bit of fun.. left the place alone at 1030, was thinking of how to go home.. cos noramlly i go is either ppl bring me there. or go by cab de.. this time round i have to go home on my own by mrt lor. sigh, dun ask me how was the chalet cum bbq.. just know that i _______________. so aft that think and think.. in the end alight at tamp then took bus home lor.. reach home at 1230mn.. then online and aft that also have my beautiful SLEEP again..

on the sunday! was super bored:( stay at home the whole day.. online watch tv eat and sleep lor.. hehes:) amy is growing fatter while staying at home.. cos daddy cook nice and good food! and tat was how i spend my sunday at home! i was lazy to go out anyway.. actually wanted to went to meet ling and dee at bugis de.. but i just too LAZY lah.. and dun wanna spend $$$ stay at home no need to spend $$$ lor.. hehes:) so i broke liao:(

guess wat today is deepavali! and it public holiday and wake up at 9plus.. and went out of house at 10 plus to meet eng at jurong cos she wantede to meet me to borrow my ntuc card to check in to chalet.. and so i meet her and pass her my card lor.. aft that went back to come online and nothing better to do.. so come online to blog lor.. hehe ;) actually wanted to go watch movie the coffin with huey chin and the bf at suntec she treating me to watch.. but i dun wanan be light bulb.. and i know that they dun mind and i always do light bulb for them.. hahas:) so this time i decided not to lor.. hehes:) so i should stay at home!

tml was be working day again! dunno can i survive for long ma? heard that is very stressful working there.. and my senior went off liao.. and i still very bur and forgetful.. and hahas:) dunno without her how my life will be at there sia:) hopefully nothing happen.. will the people there treat me good? dunno wait till the time pass lor..

hehes:) guess wat amy 21st bday is round the concern.. 2 mth plus.. and dunno wat she going to do. and dunno who will turn up? and dunno wat will i received.. hahas:) but i wish i would received_________ for anyone.. hahas:) also wish to received a _________ from anyone too! hehes:)

anyways will continue to blog tml if i have time lor.. enjoy the holiday people! last but not least happy deepavali holiday people! take great care! anyways i should give up soon.. but i still miss him.. was wondering wat he doing now or at where now! :)

2008-08-15T22:50:00.005+08:00

sigh.. hmm i really veri veri sad now.. i very fan veri tired veri stress.. you have your reason.. so do i have my reason.. just because you are pity and i am the bad and evil want.. you can do silly thing so can i.. now to me is that life is vei sian.. so you are 'pity' so can i be too.. i sick and yet have to worry and stress and fan for so many thing.. yaya I THE BAD AND EVIL WANT.. she can choose her fren so can i.. i know wat is rite and wat is wrong.. hmm dunno wanna blog abt it liao..

2008-07-31T21:46:00.003+08:00

hahas:) life have been okay for me.. i still croping with the work now.. amy is so stupid and careless that she keep making mistake lor.. and still really made mistake.. sigh and is better now that she got talk to other people at..

amy really got the mindset of giving up the job.. and some good fren of her keep givng her the encouragement that she can make it and just that she still need time.. but why can other just cope in less then one months and i need longer time then other.. and but it really a field that is tranning me to be bold.. and really i did i did learn alot of thing there.. just need to be more careful and check all the work that i doing now..

and guess wat they say that i will need to hit target.. but i still new no target set for me yet.. just need to learn to cope first.. *stress* hmm system is changing now.. need to punch card from now onward.. and it is more troubsome lor.. hahas;) and it will change to thrumprint system soon..

and hopefully all the changing that they wanted to make operate soon just like they wanna increase the annual leave to 10days that is 3 more days lor.. and one sat we no need to work.. hahas:) is better that working every saturday..

today is month end they all are veri busy.. and yet i still veri free.. and only do three quotation today.. one is prfect no mistake.. but one i did make mistake.. the other not yet check.. and ya i mean that tomorrow will be the last day for norman to check my work.. if i make mistake i have to settle myself.. sigh i really scared.. but thanks so supplier that they are good.. willingly to help me.. things that i dun really know i did call and check with them.. hahas:) think when fu yuan come back i got more lesser work to do ba.. cos he will be helping me.. or i will be assisting him now.. he went for resevist..

dunno lah.. life is pack not enough time i think.. and calendar is packed.. and national day got alot of activity but guess wat only can attend one... and month end also got two fren bday still thinking of how to go two and not to fly either one kite.. both also my good fren and long long missed fren.. sigh:) amy amy must have faith that you can do it! and un let other look down on you that you are stupid and useless! you can believe that amy!

my leg is still painful.. hahas;) i miss eating alot of things.. but my feeling now is to shout and cry.. amy is veri fan.. love him and yet no courage to tell him.. cos sure know tat no HOPE! and amy is like good in nothing! i really miss him.. wanna give up soon.. now listening to song.. and really hope that he beside me giving me all the courage.. or just to brighten up my day! i really veri tired day go on.. loving you is so tired and hard:(

and yet time ass really veri fast! and it thursday and tomorrow will be friday! and it meant that i growing older and older day by day lor.. sigh:) will he change the thinking.. *hoping*

one things you can be sure of i never ask for more then your love.. i be there for you when you need me! like the way just you are! you ought to know by now how much i love you! went out dinner with family today.. hahas:) happy belated birthday celebration for her!

still thinking of wat to wear.. hahas ;) i can wear jean tomorrow.. and think wearing jean with my nike tshirt ba.. love really need yong qi.. if we believe that we will be togehere and we will be togethere? really? haiyo i cannot type chinese word here lor.. wanted to blog chinese song but cannot so i change..

when will i see you again

When will I see you again?
When will we share precious moments?
Will I have to wait forever?
Or will I have to suffer and cry the whole night through?

When will I see you again?
When will our hearts beat together?
Are we in love or just friends?
Is this my beginning or is this the end?
When will I see you again?
(When will I see you again?)
When will I see you again?

Are we in love or just friends?
Is this my beginning or is this the end?
When will I see you again?
(When will I see you again?)
When will I see you again?
(When will I see you again?)
When will I see you again?
(When will I see you again?)
When will I see you again?

just wanna end my blog with song lyric again.. heart pain for you! dun overwork yourself hor.. must take care wor! remember to drink more water and not coffee and other drink! and eat healthy food! if tired just go home and rest! sleep early hor:) miss you lots:) you're alway on my mind evey single day!

2008-07-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

Ohuhohuh yeahay yeahay
I love you more than I can say
I love you twice as much tomorrow
Ohuhoh, Love you more than I can say

Ohuhohuh yeahay yeahay
I'll miss you every single day
Why must my life be filled with sorrow
Ohuhoh, Love you more than I can say

Oh, don't you know, I need you so
Oh, tell me please, I got to know
Do you mean to make me cry?
Am I just another guy?

Ohuhohuh yeahay yeahay
I miss you more than I can say
Why must my life be filled with sorrow
Ohuhoh, love you more than I can say

Oh, don't you know, I need you so
So tell me please, I got to knowDo you mean to make me cry?
Am I just another guy?

Ohuhohuh yeahay yeahay
I love you more than I can say
I love you twice as much tomorrow
Ohuhoh, love you more than I can say

I love you more than I can say
I love you more than I can say
(More than I can say)
I love you twice as much tomorrow
(More than I can say)
I love you twice as much tomorrow
(More than I can say)
I love you more than I can say
(More than I can say)
I love you more than words can
(More than I can say)

firstday.

2008-07-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

hmm today is my first day at work at xmh.. i really veri scared and got no sense of secure lei.. cos i like moving to totally new place.. i dunno anyone there lor.. but really that alot of my beloved fren.. call me message me.. just to ask how my day there? and i really miss them.. thanks you ppl.. love your alot.. when there dunno wat to do.. sit at my desk.. someone come up to me with a stationary checklist to check..

i look at the checklist and was like what the heck.. all the stationary are used before.. and guess wat the pen write half way no ink.. and they give me ink to reflief and not a new want.. but everything only got one.. sigh.. after walk arounf the world.. explore the world hmm the office is like so small lor less then 20 staff.. and the warehouse is big got two storey.. hmm aft that went to have lesson.. not really lesson just tat they teaching me quotation.. and it really sound like i doing math and english lesson.. calculation is part of the quotation..

and that lesson and question and answering.. it time for lunch:) went to the small pantry and have lunch there.. eat mee.. and aft that went out of the office to talk to them i love them! talk to them while i drop my tear: ( i miss your people lor.. sad sad.. there is a really new place for me to learn to take care of myself and going home myself too..

sigh.. hmm there is just so sux lah.. the cabinet or drawer is so small i cant put my bag in lor.. and the table are so dusty... and it remind me of huey chin helping me clean my desk.. and no her this time i need to clear it myself lor.. i meeting her tomorrow anyway.. i really miss your people there! life is bored withut your crazy ppl there:) tomorrow going to work again.. hopefully everything will be fine and better! and ya fu yuan and sam is good looking lor.. and ya norman the smoke smell in him is so heavy lor.. cannot take it and someone take coffee too.. and talk to me i hate coffee and smoke smell together lor..

can we be together? NO the answer is OUT.. hahas:) i miss you lots.. finally got to talk to you online today.. one part of your that really brighten up my day by the thing you say.. hahas really brighten up my day on the conversation we had:) thanks for talking to me! still thinking of will i get chance? sigh:(

2008-07-20T11:35:00.002+08:00

18 JULY FRIDAY!

it was my last day in dbs bank.. was veri sad.. pack up my things in the office in the moring and have lunch with my beloved colleuge in far east square pizza hut.. it fun we have laughter there:) but after that went back to office to continue to pack up and then was like saded and saded when time getting to ending of work.. thanks people for the nice power point presentation.. i cry lor.. was so sad: ( hmm but thanks eveyone! love and miss your to bite:)

19 july sat

hahas: ) wake up early to meet them to go to the bird park.. hahas: ) it fun going there.. sad:( nv get to see the owl.. but i was scared at some of the bird there! but i like those penguin there are very cute lor.. hmm got some feather of he bird.. took so photo too:) aft that went to have last lunch with leslie.. went to jurong point to have kfc for lunch and after that i stil early went to walk walk awhile before we went over to westmall to meet jennifer for movie..

reach westmall at 630.. and guess wat we going to buy that ticket for the movie at 635 lor.. that was like so last min lor.. but thanks God that we manage to get seat that ar back.. went to watch batman.. i find it okay onli.. and jennifer buy me a wallet so nice lor! thanks you:) after that home sweet home.. veri tired alomost the whole day out:)

went online to load all the photo and chat awhile.. and went to bath and sleep.. guess wat i miss him lor.. wanted to see him online but i nv get to see him.. hope he will miss me too.. so long nv see him online liao.. are you busy? are you attach? just wanna let you know that i miss you!

20 july sunday!

hahas: ) wake up at 1030am to watch tv and come online to chat and blog.. since i nv blog for TWO day liao.. ltr meeting jac to have lunch and pass her the trumdrive to help me save something in.. hahas :) tml will be the first day of work.. scared:( must be indenpendent.. and eveything is on your own liao.. feel excited and hope that i will get use to it.. sigh will continue to blog later.. go to full my stomach first..

2008-07-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

hey one more day in dbs sia.. hmm think that i really veri forture to have a really veri nice colleuge.. thanks josephine for the kinder buneo chocolate.. and suyi for the lunch on tuesday.. and lena for the lunch on wednesday... asd lena lee, phyllis and shellen for the lunch today.. and really thanks evelyn and siri for the gift.. even though it small but it the heart that count.. hmm today have the tea session with the bms collegue.. they ask me to made a speech actually i have alot of thing to say but just too shy.. but thanks jaslyn for the ideal she give so that i cant say say something to all the staff there.. hmm still need to rush some card later.. took alot more photo wih the other people.. and i took alot whole bms photo with them.. sigh.. i really wanna say thanks to everyone lei.. really missed everyone to bits lor.. tomorrow will take last photo with alot of people.. and i my LAST DAY! sad: ( i going to left those nice people.. and dunno will i cry tomorrow ma lei.. sad that i need to hand over my key and everything to them.. and it mean i really my last day there.. hope your people will always remenber my in heart and mind.. you will be in my heart and mind.. hope i still welcomed next time.. looking forward to the pulah ubin outing with them.. tommorrow lunch will be at pizza hut.. sigh it my last day having lunch with all the people lei.. and we all still can hae another lunch time together when i visit your.. but think is hard cos i having 6 month probation and no leave given lor.. hey did you know that i JEALOUS.. i am reallyJESLOUS lor.. why she can?oh ya she can cos just fren wat.. and why it is like this? it is really not what i thought?? hopefully it not what i thought did you ever look at her? i think you sure did lor.. sigh:( should i give up on him? whenever she appear in my mind.. i will hate her.. cos i think she puposly can and talk to you..sigh what happen to you recently? are you attach? really wanna know lor.. but just no courage to ask and him alot of question.. and think tomorrow will have a quick dinner with clara jie jie and doris.. tomorrow need to wake up super early lor.. i miss you alot lei.. amy stop daydreaming it impossible.. GIVE UP! sigh:) will conitnue to blog later.. going to bath and do so other things..:) should i confess to you.. i dun think so! i got no courage to tell you lor.. hahas:) tml will be a fun day ba.. really got to stop blogging.. i got alot of more time to do.. and really think that NO TIME and i also veri lazy lor.. :) but cannot dun do lei :) good night reader! read more tomorrow on what happening for the last day in dbs! smile:)

magic box!

2008-07-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

today was a triring day for me.. kind of just reach home.. went to work in dress again.. and will try to wear nice nice to work the nxt few day before i leave the bank! cos we are going to magic box as a company event.. hmm today have my farewell lunch at chinatown point swensen's hahas: ) have clayfish pasta, mushroom soup and ice cream for dessert.. but i never eat the desset cos i dun like ICE CREAM! hahas :) took some photo with my collegue.. hahas : ) counting down to the day to thelast day! 2 more day! hahas ;) will continue to take photo with some other people in the office tomorrow.. aft work when for dinner with jac and shellen and baby... having dinner at meixin.. before we heard down to esplanade to watch the magic box.. and we walk there.. it nice to walk there.. took so nice secncery photo while walking there... hahas:) anyway it a small world after the all.. i saw joseph chean at the magic box performance.. and guess who i saw again... guan ming i miss him.. he went with the family.. saw alot of people husband or wife lor.. and lena lee husband is so charming lor.. and good looking haiya is expected de cos she so pretty too.. and we even show alot of actor and actress at magic box today.. cos it the carity for si chuan de.. and we even took photo with some of them.. after that we went back home by cab.. i went back with shellen and jac.. hahas:) so tired the magic show was okay lor.. find it a bit bored:) but it amazing.. and then i was a bit sleepy during the performance.. i almost fall a sleep lor.. untill now it still veri tired.. i going to change and perpare to go sleep soon.. will continue to blog tml.. thanks people for the effort of thing that your done for me! i love you to bits.. even i dun not really see anything much but still apprecitate the things your done for me! and thank i will like it lor.. onli saw abit when i trying to serech for somthing.. sorry dun mean too :) tommorrow will have lunch with lena phyllis and shellen.. maybe will be going to have japanese food.. after that we will be have bms tea time.. and friday will have to go lunch with the rest of my fren to the soups spoone.. hahas: ) and saturday to the bird park:) and movie night also.. i really________you.. i miss you alot.. was thinking of you when in the magic box lor.. i just dun have the courage to tell you that i miss you! hope you__________. hahas;) and ya.. i havent finish the gift for my colluge yet.. no time! veri veri tired lei.. thanks you people for all the wonderful things you done for me.. miss your people to bits: ) take care.. good night and good morning too!

what happening!! :)

2008-07-15T20:42:00.003+08:00

hahas :) today was slack day for me.. cos i kind of ord already.. hmm i went to have lunch with su yi and jill is my first time talking to her.. she a nice lady.. we went to tcc cafe for lunch it was on su yi.. was veri full.. have pasta and seafood platter.. and share the salad with su yi and have iced peach tea.. hmm then after that is normal for everything.. today ceceila the new staff that replaced clara was here.. hmm dinner have change to lunch time tml.. alot of people not turning up cos they have appointment.. actually i have too but then cant ask them to cancel because i got appointment.. sorry jaslyn and sutinah that i have to cancel the lunch time with your people.. hahas : ) but they also plan to have lunch at tcc cafe.. dunno where are we going to have our lunch tml lei.. and tml night will have the magic show.. loking forward to it.. sigh:( and it wednesday tml and guess wat it mean that i going to the bank really soon:( and i still have THREE day more! got to catch up with alot of people for lunch.. thursday will be having lunch with lena and phyllis and shellen.. and sad that friday alot of peoople will not be coming.. it my lastday lei? sigh:( and friday we going to soup spoone with my fren.. hmm thank you people i know wat happen but will pretend i see nothing.. but dun see much thing too.. we going to bird park on sat lei.. have to reshedule all my time again.. so need to change due to some drop up..

1. farewell cum welcomed lunch with acc team- wedneday 16 july
2.magic show at 8pm with bms staff... wednesday-16july
3. lunch with phyllis,lena,shellen(remind) thursday-17july
4. bms tead time at pantry thursady-17 july
5.lunch with fren at the soup spoon-18 july(last day in dbs bank)
6.going bird park 9am to 6pm- 20 july saturday
7.movie with jen and others fren - 20 july saturday.

hahas: ) i will miss all the people there sia.. dunno will i cry or not? sigh sad that i leaving them but was really excited to work in other place.. but it scared also.. hahas have mixed vege rice for dinner.. tml will have dinner with some of my fren before heading down to magic box..

2008-07-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

hahas: ) today a HAAPY day! hmm today wear the same dress with jacinta to work.. hmm and jac is an angel and i a devil today.. cos she wearing all WHITE and i wearing all BLACK lor.. oh ya i finally finish editing my blogskin lor.. have magie mee for dinnner tonight.. guess wat the maggie mee taste so weird lor.. but just like the noodles hahas;) guess what the dress is too big for me.. i keep pulling the dress.. and it very obseen to pull the dress in the office.. but i still do it lor and contact lens today is veri dry.. but thanksfully there is solution for me to wash it.. hmm i still havent pack my staff.. tml will be tuesday lei.. and it mean that time is flying.. hmm today when to celebrate regine and doris birthday at some korea restaurant here to our work place.. the place is cool.. and nice:) it just that aft eating there we will have smelly shirt:( hmm we bought awfully chocolate cake for them and we even by sunflower for them.. each a stalk.. hmm hahas: ) nice sunflower they have.. oh shit i have to do the farewell give soon:) but just too lazy to do.. and the cake too:) hmm but think will find one day. and my staff still not yet packed.. not even a single things.. tomorrow we will have new staff joining us.. and dunno will the farewell cum welcomed dinner still on? hmm hoping forward to alot of thing sia: ) why? did i made the wrong choice? hmm why? can we change? but will it be so silly to change things again:) nvm forget it.. it just fate lah amy:) today..hahas: ) i looking forward to the day you went out with me alone again;) sigh.. but think no more chance lah.. and can you talk to me more? i trying very hard to talk to you.. but i really scared that i will be a irritation to you lei.. are you attracth? hmm hopefully you are not! i really miss you alots: ) i wanna find someone like you.. sigh:( so excited that i going to a new place to explore new life.. but will SURE miss all my beloved fren de.. hmm 6more days:) sigh.. i just wanna let you know that you're always on my mind.. and guess wat i really think that you're someone special to me: ) i really dun mind wat happening in the furture.. even if you dun have or if you have.. i will still love you.. sigh:) but i trying not to like you! i TRYING very hard ;) hmm i cant do it now but it take time.. hmm hopefully it will be and END soon:) ARGH one sided love is tired and painful lor.. i dun want the feeling.. but what can i do.. NOTHING! the chance no is really very slim... but will try not to like you... if really cannot then will pray for you behide you.. i veri tired today i wanna sleep early.. but i still ahvent see him online yet lei.. how can i sleep without talking to him or seeing him online.. hmm ya planning to watch the red cliff with some of my dbs staff.. but hopefully more ppl will go.. the more the merryier.. sigh i really miss him to bit sia.. but can you dun show me cold shoulder? did you know it very sad that you showing me cold shoulder lei.. the loving for you is hard and is getting harder and harder each day for me to love you.. but i cant do anything just to sit here a do nothing lor:) anyway think i got nothing to blg liao.. will continue to blog tml :) hmm i missed my corn lor.. hmm but i have it in the fridge in the office going to made it tml.. and hor amy is growing fatter and fatter each day.. i got alot of thing to eat in my cabinet lor.. photo chip from lena and cookies from siri.. thanks you your people.. hahas: ) i want to take photo with you! cos i dun have photo with you alone de.. hmm hopefully you will take with me when we can find time! i miss you lots and take good care cos i will not be with you.. hope to be your listening ear lor:) ~miss you lots lots:)~thinking of you every second in my life : )~ love ya always: ).. am i just wanna say sorry for the thing that i have done.. and hope you dun put it to heart and will forgive me lor.. dun wish to see you stress and angry! willing to be your pushing bag.. just wanna you to stay happy always lei: ) willing to change for you to the better.. *WAITING FOR YOU*! : )

chs youth sunday!

2008-07-14T01:19:00.004+08:00

hahas :) today went to service today guess what today is chs youth sunday! so happy all the youth leading the worship and everythings.. you have done a VERY GOOD job! clap for your! happy :D.. and after that when to meet jac and her sister to go bugis street kfc for lunch and go there to walk walk and look for cadigen.. then just keep on walking till 8 plus.. then head back home.. hahas:) thanks daddy that i havent have my dinner he went out to da bao for me:) so good of him lor.. and come online wish to see him.. but he wasnt online sad:( sigh nvm mybe no fate! waited and waited but still not online.. went to edit my blogskins but the com was super lag and slow.. and guess what all my effort go down the drian.. forget to save and the com end task cos is not running sad lor :( but lazy to edited liao.. will do it tml:) tomorrow wearing the same dress to work with jac.. and sure want to take photo.. anyway i leavig the bank soon.. will sure miss all my super NICE collgue there: ) sad :( hmm but your will always be in my mind and heart:) sigh the next few day will be super busy! alot of things to do.. will be a SUPER busy week for me de and i will start my new job at the new company on 21july2008 so excited lor! hpefully everytime gone well there:) courting down to it! (7 days) 1week more to start of new life and it mean that 1 more week to see and catch up with my SUPER nice colluage.. sad:) time files and think one week is really not enough;) but will come and look for your ppl and meet up when i free.. sad sad:( will i cry? hopefully not! REALLY MISS YOURS PEOPLE TO BITS! love your too! miss me hor:) will miss urs de: ) sigh...

list of things to do
1. pack my stuff in office
2. made card and gift for colluage
3. edited my blog
4.bday lunch with collague(monday)
5.lunch with suyi and farewall cum welcomed dinner with bms team! (tuesday) miss them to bits:)
6.have lunch with jaslyn and sutinah. magicbox at night(wednesday)
7.lunch with lena and physillc (thursday)
8.lunch siri(friday) and sad it my last day of work in dbs! :(

then sat 19 july will be going to bird park with my beloved colluage and for sunday most likely will be staying at home,monday will be a new life things.. looking forward to it! and so excited:) but sun worry ppl your will still in my minds:) smile:) and life go on! july blocked out of your people and please see the given detail below so please booked me in advance!

1.jurong bird park.. yeah! with beloved nice colluage:) 19july-saturday
2.pulah ubin.. also with my beloved group of colluage:) 26july-saturday
3.bings and chings bday! 27 july-tuesday
4. mummy bday! 22 july-tuesday
5.PAY DAY! happy:D- 26 july-saturday!

hmm need to go and sleep already will contince to blog tml and edit if i have time.. i really miss you alot.. and it tired to love you! just wanna let you know that i love and miss you! and take good cares of yourself:)

back again~!

2008-06-07T22:38:00.003+08:00

sigh.. it have been one month since the last time i have come online to blog.. i relly have no time to come online to blog.. or should i say that lazy.. hmm.. yeterday went to pistop cafe with some of my colleuge .. suppose to celebrate clara's farewell.. so went there to have FUN! but then still veri tired so today stay at home.. and partly i got no more money to go out!! so just be good gal and stay at home!! just wanna say that sky outside is brighter.. i really wanna go to see the sky outside.. but then will i regret. i cant get to have so much nice fren if i go to the outside sky.. i only wrong with one or two people.. i dun think i can find nice kor kor. jie jie and nice aunty and uncle outside the sky.. why i still cant find better job.. it is because that God know that i will there is better place for me. and i still looking. and he want me to continue to stay there and seek him. and he will open the way for me. not just by my own strength.. but with he strength that i will found other sky better!! amy must have faith in it that God will sure open a door for you! just wait and continue to seek him and dun give up!! hmm i really miss him.. the time that we always went for movies for most of our outing.. the care and concern that he show it to me.. and the way he treat me.. it hard to find now a day! suddenly i got him on my mind.. did i still really have the feeling for him?? asking myself?? i do still have feeling for him.. but then is not that strong anymore, and it like anytime it will fade aways:( i dun want to have that feling but we really seldom contact each other already.. but if really do fade away i still hope that you still rmb me as a fren. and i still rmb you as a fren too! hope eveything for you is fine! oh ya amy got not enough time.. i will sure die the next week got alot of thing to rush. and it mean that i got ot to do.. sian :( hmm thing that i have to do! for next week and tml.. hmm hope that time can passed faster each day and so that i can leave the place and go to see the outside sky! and hopefully by than i can find a nice and beutiful sky, and hopefully it will be better then NOW! think it will lor:)
1. going to town to get thing for the whiteboard! (tml sunday)
2.take out all the file that is closing (monday)
3.clara's farewell card! (tuesday )
4.whiteboard for office.(wednedsay)
5.finish all the filling(thursday )
6.hopefully that i can REST! (friday)
7. going to sentosa with wen and fren!
8. rest day AGAIN:)
see i so busy and pack! please booked me in advance! hahas:) just kidding only lah.. dun worry :)
anyway got to go! will contince to blog tml.. so bored at home lor! happy that i going out tml:) nite ppl! take care:) will continue to blog if i still have time.. smile amy!! and still brighter each day!

hello: )

2008-05-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

Hey people I back in blogging.. just so bored and nothing to do so.. come online to blog.. hmm i miss watching movie.. so long never watched movie already.. since march I think hmm but the last time is not watching with him… sadL miss watching movie with him.. but really dunno how to cherish him when he around.. and now he left me yet I so cherish him.. wat the point with you amy! Hmm sadL but what is done is done! Counting to august.. still got like so long more long.. think I really busy with the week.. day are not enough if I no need to work.. then day and time will be enough provided that I got money so that I can no need to work and get bully by HER! Should I hate her? Or just forget it.. next week sentosa! Dunno go there for what? Nothing to do de…play volley ball but not very good.. hmm later going to cake mother’s day cake! Hahas: ) anyway happy belated mother’s day! Love you mummy! Will bring her out next week to eat! Hmm I wanna go on holiday lei.. but no money! Need to save up liao.. hmm think I also getting older each day! Getting more and more tired day by day ! sigh.. hmm think will bloggin more tomorrow! Got to go..

2008-05-01T17:54:00.001+08:00

Labour day holiday!

Hahas: ) today no need to work! I sleep until 1pm lor.. very very tired. Today wanted to go jb with my fren but then cant wake up in time to go.. very bored at home so decided to go online to blog. Hmm so long never blog already.. should I go out alone? But very bored to go out alone lei.. no place to go also! Supposed to meet him today to pass him back his thing. But was veri lazy to go out so decided to meet him either tomorrow or sat.. hmm I will miss the thing* but since there no more hope then just give it back to him and it time to forget abt him amy! You will find someone better then him.. believe in it.. sigh.. really dunno if I have made the right choice ma.. anyway time passed so fast.. hmm I still haven’t made yao mei bday card lor. And is like I need to give it to her on Saturday lor.. yet I haven’t start making it.. cos the material is in the office.. should I bring back yesterday cos I going home by cab ytd night. *Forget* I’m old already! Life is getting bored each day.. I really miss the old time.. whenever sat and Sunday and public holiday come no need to stay at home.. but it veri tiring. So I give up.. but really regret.. I miss him a lot.. but what can I do nothing lor.. I wanna find another him but I cant find it! He the best!! I think I stop here nothing to blog.. going to play my neopet now.. hahas: )

*sorry*

i'm back!

2007-06-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

hello ppl: ) i finally back to blogging.. it so long since i blog.. hmm was really busy.. i miss alot of ppl.. hmm will be free the next few week.. planned on wat to do.. hehes:) sigh.. nothing to do lah.. i wanna talk to him.. wat did i do wrong that made you not to talk to me.. and not ever a single msg from you.. i dun have the courage to talk to you face to face and also called you just to asked how was your day lor.. but you are always in my mind... hmm hope your day wil be fine! hmm wat am i going to do next? wat job to look for next? i miss the kids in ywca! especially chloe and berith and the other lor.. hehes: ) i also miss alot of my frens! love time nv see and chat with them liao.. sigh what to do! i really dunno lei.. hope your ppl have fun in the camp.. heard from your ppl soon! i really wanna see you soon chari! will look for blogskins later if i free.. i sure free is just that dunno should i change or not.. but sick and tired of this skins liao lei.. hopefully you will still treat me as fren.. and hopefully you will talk to me after you see me again.. hmm really really missed talking to you wor! it hard not to talk to you whenever i see you lor.. and just pertend that we are not fren.. you can BUT i CANT! hehes: ) will come back to blogging later.. now going to look for blog skins again...

2007-02-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

hehes: ) i finally back to blogging.. why? anyway thanks you for telling me early so that i will not hurt me lots.. hehes: ) i scared for the first.. haiyo and it at tampines lei.. haiyo thanks all the people for the care and concern.. anyway i much better now liao.went to watch just follow laws with my sister today.. and after that went home have lunch and chat chat online for awhile before going out with my mum again.. and hahas yu shen at home with family.. hmm then back to blogging liao.. i wanna change blogskins.. but when.. i not free.. tml work again.. dun feel like working lei.. why must you be like this.. i treat you so good yet you... sigh.. dunno lah.. feel like avoiding him.. but dun think i can.. sorry if one day i really dun message you and dun call you or ever reply your msg.. just wanna wish you happy birthday before i really avoid you.. few more min till he birthday! hehes: ) i miss you all your guys men! love ya all lot.. oh ya am i really thinking of you ytd night that make me cant slp.. haiyo.. slept at 4 am ytd man.. dunno why cant slp.. hmm i really wanna see more funny show that make me laugh.. am i stupid? or am i just too good.. i shouldnt be too good to you meh.. yet what i get.. NOTHING! but really thanks for telling me much earlier.. sorry i dun wish to do this but no choice i have to! hope you understand me... and stop knowing the price for the present.. be rite back... call him to wish him happy bday first.. *scared* dunno what to say... sorry! i feel bad.. but think this will be good for me.. anyway gtg liao.. tml still got work..

2007-02-12T11:28:00.000+08:00

hmm was veri tired recently.. got no time to blog.. working is still the same.. bored and sian.. went to pinky house to eat and helpher to carry thing home.. hmm sat and sun sales was okay.. should i say i did not really serve.. cos of mood swimg after something happen.. i heard alot of things man! sigh.. but what can i do nothing.. hmm i almost lost my phone ytd.. but thanks for the honest customer! she saw it and nv took it always.. was smsing halfway.. and put my phone on the self then got ppl ask me something so direct them to it.. and the honest customer is good when to tell hao.. and hao keep it for me.. she can just taken it.. but really thanks her alot or it is a him.. i kinda of get hao into scolding.. sigh sorry! hmm i miss him lei... but was happy that i broke my 77.. it 87 now the high record.. think i should have done better! just becos i dun have the mood! nvm lah.. forget it lah.. what can i do? NOTHING! hmm anyway nothing to blog liao.. gtg and prepare to go work liao.. hehes:) take care! will try to blog tonight if i got time!

2007-02-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

sigh.. hmm should blog for ytd and today.. ytd the sales was super good lah.. hmm can image that i can sold so much.. hehes:) hmm today sales was bad.. did not break ytd record.. only sold a few thanks to hao for helping me.. and the rest of the staff.. whenever customer ask what is nice.. and they will say my product.. and not other.. hmm thanks alots! hehes:) and today really very little people.. tomorrow will have to work full.. 12hours due to alot of people tomorrow.. hopefully i can break 77 tomorrow.. and they order new stock in today! sigh.. no more big fish.. hmm should i talk him that i like him.. hmm thanks alot alot of people that have been helping me here and there.. thanks! stress that i did not did better today! sigh.. tired but cant slp.. i havent talk to him yet! i miss him.. should i ask him what to buy for him for v day and he bday? and hor should i tell him i love him? hehes :) will i regret? hopefully he will rmb to call me back he busy today... hmm i so long nv see him liao.. dunno how is he cough lei.. should i go visit him on monday after work.. think he will be very busy de lei.. cos is round the cny.. sigh dunno lah very fan this few day! oh ya sorry fawn i today really cant send you off at the airport... promise you that will fatch you from airport when you come back.. hmm and oh ya! happy 22nd birthday to adeline! that my sister! take care love ya lots! and 4 more day to v day and 6 more day to end of work! work and work and relise that money really not enough lei.. and thanks to those promote and staff for helping me to buy my product! thanks! sigh.. dunno lei should i wait for him but i tired liao.. he still havent call me yet! nite..

2007-02-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

sigh.. today work was abit unhappy! cos of something happen... is he trying to insult that i stupid.. was unhappy that he ask me to be a bit more clever lor.. hey is your instruction not clear lei.. cant you tell me straight that push in a cannot be seen.. yet you scold me in front of ppl.. i hate you! hmm today after that happen wasnt having a good mood.. dun have the mood to serve customer and and all becos of ____ fault when to tell him that.. haiyo! thanks michelle to make a afford to call back ad ask am i better! thanks :) i much better after dinner! and guess what i broke yesterday record by selling two more tin.. hehes:) and him for talking to me too! when i bored till to death.. hmm and dunno lah.. it seen like i been doing a lots of wrong things.. i shifing place tomorrow! hope it will be better! 26 today.. tomorrow 30.. hmm will i hit the target.. oh ya the shirt is darn big lah.. i miss him.. so long nv see him liao.. the last time i seen him is on the 30 jan lor.. sigh 1 week plus left to end of work.. hmm hopefully everything will be okay! more sales.. really thanks ah wei also! he the best man! he cares for me like my brother! call him and chatting to him today! he ask why i work there and not at he place i say no choice cannot choose.. ah wei i miss you! free will go tekka mall find you de! take care hor! nothing realli much to blog liao.. sian blog more tomorrow.. hopefully tomorrow will be better! hahas there this funny customer asking me did we accept us dollar! hahas then i went to ask ah yao.. he ask what is mei jin.. then i say us dollar.. then he say nope! only sing dollar and burnei dollar.. funny sia.. he think this is a high class shopping centre! no lor this is onli a supermarket.. : ) smilez ..

2007-02-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

hey! i'm back from work.. today work was okay lah.. today is better then other day! or should i say i slack lesser? hmm haiyo today hao is not here he niu dao shou.. but then thanks to him dunno what he name! he talk to me and ask me help him do things if not i bored to death.. hehes thanks! hmm today someone ask am i jian sister.. and yesterday someone ask am i ping sister.. they say we look alike.. hahas i look like everyone sia! hmm today sales is slighty better then yesterday lor.. today 24! cant imagine that too! hmm and today late for work again.. reach at 1.30 lei.. hmm then hor today nothing really much have happen... cos work is still the same nothing intresting.. he back! finally i miss him.. call him just now and talk to him liao.. he still having cough.. must take care okay! dun make me worry! dun over work too.. must go see doctor.. sorry my pi pa kao dun work.. even did not talk to him much but still happy liao.. cos i so long nv tell to him liao.. think he must be tired man! and someone tomorrow onward he have to work full! haiyo.. today saw some wenting fren.. one of them is her! think jian must be veri happy! dunno lah.. sigh.. (________)???? hopefully tomorrow will be better lor.. gtg nite! should i tell him??? scared i will regert! and i dun have the courage...

2007-02-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

hehes.. hmm should blog for yesterday and today.... went for service today.. veri long nv go liao.. so long nv see joel too! hehes but guess i cant talk to him cos have to rush off to work after serivce... and fawn is leaving soon! sigh.. tml he will be back liao.. dunno how is he.. i miss you lor! 4day nv talk to you liao... yesterday work was okay.. think the sales is better then the ohter time.. last day with michelle at work.. she change place outlet liao..sigh.. hmm today wenting first day work.. today got ppl talk to me at least no so bored.. cos i cannot go behide liao cos no fren.. but did go out to talk to wenting.. hmm think she did a good job today.. her sales sia.. actually drink is really easy to sell then lor.. id much more better to work in drink cos not veri bored.. can help to carry drink.. but i found things to do liao.. helping them to stock up the stock.. better then nothing to do lor.. hmm and found someone to talk to liao.. stop bullying me! knock me pls say sorry k.. i not xiao qi.. but just stop knocking into me.. hmm hahas thanks ping alots for really helping me.. and thanks for talking to me too.. was really pissed of with this aunty.. let you try dun want nvm.. say to my customer so loud that it not nice.. and so went off lor.. that the point that i dun wanna help you lor.. and thanks hao that he let me help him to stock up the stock.. hmm haha if not i bored to death.. today sales not veri good.. hopefully it will be better tomorrow.. sigh everytime say tomorrow better.. but then no better lor.. sigh.. amy please accept the fact that your products is not good! and stop expecting more sales must be happy that you did so more then ten today! hmm tomorrow is tuesday.. sian lor.. dunno lah think not veri fun to work.. sigh hope that 16 faster pass! i miss him.. did i choose the rite things? hope he faster come back to listen to me! this few day very moody lei.. dunno why too! i going to cry man.. why it dont get better each days? why why? pistachios just know what is this man! learn something new today! hehes: ) sian.. hopefully tomorrow will be more happier.. and nothing to worry abt too! heachach arh.. why why why? amy amy amy!!! smilez : ) .. sigh later need to go bath liao.. will tomorrow be better??? sigh... sigh..

2007-02-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

i here to blog again.. hmm thanks jian and ping for really helping me alots! sigh.. ken fatt grandma passed away! sad :( that why i abit moody.. sigh hope he okay.. i miss you! take care when you are there.. nvm that you cant accompany me talk this few day.. i understand that it more important that you have to go back to malaysia cos your grandma passed away and it ex to call you... hopefully time pass fast.. hmm dun be sad everyone have to left the earth.. it just sooner or later! hmm today sales was okay lah.. hmm think the balance is not accurate sigh.. but what can i do since the balance is not accurate? hmm hopefully michelle still remain at the same place after sunday... sigh and wenting faster come so that got more people to accompany me to eat and everything.. come in to toilet must walk past me okay.. hehes: ) i really very bored to work there after 7 cos all my fren left liao.. hmm today left early cos was bored and tired or so called sian cos no ppl wanna buy de.. left 15min earlier.. thanks xiong for the belated birthday present.. hehes: ) think of working tomorrow abit sian lei.. today think it just abit better lei.. or should i say it not better! sigh... amy! amy! what happen to you? are you okay? i also dunno what happen to me! hmm it just that i feel weird about something and i dunno what too.. should i tell him i love him? it is a right choice? will i regret.. and xiong i know that i wont happen! and i give up on him liao.. cos i know that he got gf liao.. and i give them my total blessing... and me and him are just fren.. i went there to work not becos i still ____ him.. i choose to work there cos i got fren there so that got people help me when i need help... sigh he belong to yan jie de.. i admit that it impossible de.. sigh went to pizza hut for lunch.. it the first time i ate something so ex and good when working.. i dun mind to eat it when off day.. hahas;) but okay lah.. and did i make the right choice? hmm amy! must believe that tomorrow will be better and geting better and better each day! hmm hopefully ba :x dunno also.. hmm this few day can sleep early cos no ppl to call and talk to liao.. he will only be back on tuesday night.. but then i only can get to see him after chinese new year.. and he really busy.. all of them change to work 12 hour liao.. but after cny i also not free to meet him.. i will miss you de.. sigh.. what time should i work tml ? dunno lah.. see what i wake up tml lor... haiyo and fawn is going back liao... :( i will miss you gal:( take care when you go back to melbourne.. anyway got to go.. will blog more abt tml... still need to go bath.. take care ppl.. i miss yours all guys! nitez..

2007-02-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

hmm should blog at ytd and today... went back to childcare ytd to see the kids i miss them alot alots.. finally got to see them.. but i still miss them.. glad that they still rmb me and still call me.. hmm so happy.. went there for few hours.. hmm and we got new kids there... he super cute.. forget to take he photo.. sigh.. and michael grow fatter liao.. he no longer eat like tweety bird liao.. and lucius can talk now lei.. hehes:) so great that they all grow one yr older liao.. so happy for them.. vikram have really improved alot.. can see him talk more now.. i really felt so happy that i went back to visit.. laura have left.. sigh.. take care laura... hopefully you rmb me! hmm i love all of your... hmm after that went to find siew mei to have dinner with her and then went to her bro work place.. and clementi.. cos need to pass her bro pi pa kao.. cos he sick.. got cough take care okay.. dun make me worry for you! i already got alot of thing to fan liao.. sigh~ first day of work at jian place.. hmm still veri scared.. cos i very long nv go there and work liao.. and everytime i went there is only for few day onli.. and this time is not i going there for two week.. hmm and hor it feel very weird to go back there to work.. it been so long i nv work there liao.. and someomore this time i will be working there for long.. sigh hopefully michelle stay till new yr.. and hope that monday first come cos wenting will be working here too.. hmm it hard to promote lor.. not easy.. break my golden edd at around 6.30.. so happy:)! hopefully they dun fly my kite.. hmm will tml be better? hope so! sigh was really bored till to death.. no ppl de.. really thanks ah ping for helping me today.. thanks! luckily i got michelle there! hmm hopefully this time is not wrong again... i going to call him later not jian.. and not joel.. hmm valentine's day coming hopefully sales will be better! : ) smile amy! you can de! jia you! gogogo... you did well today liao.. dun put to high expetation on yourself.. and must believe that tomorrow will be better for you! and all the good things will happen.. i miss you! sigh.. thanks wenting and michelle and jian for the praise and encouragement that your give me so that i have more hope in promoting again.. and thanks michelle for hearing all my complain abt my sales and thanks for your hi 5... thanks alot ppl.. take care! sigh.. tired.. hope i dun fall sick! i growing fatter too! go to eat lesser! all thanks to hwee leng and hong tat for intro me nice chocolate.. see lah.. i starting to fall in love with chocolate liao.. hopefully it wont last me long to love chocolate! i miss green.. dunno lei.. like very long nv have green things to cheer me up liao.. i wanna get green and see green things.. sigh thanks shawn for been such a good supervisor.. really love working under you lei.. *stress* be happy amy! : )

2007-01-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

hahas: ) amy is here to blog... was busy the past few day! hahas just past my 19th birthday... hmm hahas :) was quite disappointed that some of my fren forget that i was my birthday.. but then was surprise that some of my fren that i dun expect to received the message from.. hmm but i did not blow or made any birhtday wish this yr... only cut my belated birthday cake today morning.. hmm went to bao ling house to celebrate her 21st birthday! she got the same birthday as me! she my best fren.. and sunday went sentosa with the youth.. hmm thanks those that have sms me or watever... really thanks alot! and that how i past my birthday! :) have steamboat dinner with my family at bugis.. and that how i celebrate my bday lor.. bored rite!

sms( in ranking)
1. shawn-4.30pm 19 jan
2. yiwen- 11.59pm
3. fawn- 12.45am
4. rena- 12.50 4. joel ( made it in time)
5. qiao min -12.57am
6. hwee leng-1.02am ( someone that i dun expect too!)
7. chari-7.36am
8. chee kiat -9.39am
9. gabriel-10.11am ( he birthday too!)
10. xiao cai-12.58pm
11. chin yi-1.20pm
12. laychi-3.20pm( someone that i dun expect too!)
13. siew eng-9.03pm( someone that i dun expect too!)
14. zhen yuan-11.04pm
15. joel-11.47pm
16. chee kiat again.. -11.51pm
17. xiao hui belated-7.41pm 22jan

testi( in ranking too)
-hong tat ( dun expect)
-huili ( dun expect)
-agatha (dun expect)
-joel ( made it in time)

msn (in ranking too!)
-wenting
-ching
-sus

present
-ching- rip curl straw bag!
-siew mei- mp3!
-yaomei& jiayi- something small!
-chee kiat- a mug with my name!
-ken fa- a cake it nice!
-min.wen. zhu- a bag
-sus& chari- lots of things!

people who called me!
-ken fa 12.15am
-jian 1.12am
-xiong 10.28pm

other
-wenting
-cihui
-elaine

that all was quite disappoint with some of my fren that realyl forgotten and yet they are call my good fren! hehes: ) anyway past have past!

2007-01-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

hello people i back online again.. it have been a very long time since i come online already.. hmm time passed very fast! was really very busy and tired lei.. hehes: ) hahas:) hmm one more day to amy birthday lei... hahas:) it mean that amy is going to be one year older liao lei.. i miss the kids.. when can i go back and see them.. i miss chloe.. hope she still remember me lor.. hmm waht am i going to do tomorrow? meet chings and go where vivo city? and then where else? sian.. amy is just too lazy to blog.. hmm tomorrow still have to wake up early to go help carine and then in the afternoon meet chings.. and should i go celebrate.. hope that i can celebrate with him my birthday! hmm nevermind lah.. hope you still remenber my birthday and wish me can liao.. that enough dun ask much.. hehes:) i talked to him.. so long never talk to him liao... it really very long since i talk to him online.. hmm anyway gtg offline liao... nite! will try to blog tml if i have time and rmb..

2006-11-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i got alot of thing to think and settle on.. haiyo and why? i will be going for mission trip on the 24- 27.. hehes: ) was happy and sad partly cos of something! can i dun go? sigh i really very tired.. wanted to go back to childcare today to see them de.. but i wake up late.. so maybe going tomorrow lor.. i miss them! i really really do miss them.. hehes: ) hehes: ) fawn's back! so happy to see her back again.. oh no i really dunno what to do sia.. really really dunno.. can anyone help? i going out later.. so bored no people is at home! i wanna go out.. but i cant! cos if i go out it mean that i going to spend money on my bus fare! sigh.. alot of things have been happening and i really dunno what to do.. and again i really wanna stop all the things that have been happen... and sigh.. i really really dunno what to do! anyway got to go prepare to bath and get out of the house soon before it pour! hehes:)

2006-11-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

oh no i so long never blog liao.. hmm just to lazy to blog lah.. hmm recently very tired.. and i really dunno what to do! thanks peishan for telling me that if not i still will be STUPID.. i will GIVE UP IF NOT I WONT CALL AMY! hehes: ) thanks every ppl that comfort me.. ya if it not mine then let go rite! sigh.. why? why? why some people ask me not to! sigh anyway nothing much to blog liao.. will he still ask me out for movie? are we still fren? sigh.. yeah fawn is back! i miss her alots.. so long never see and talk to her liao.. is she the one? must must she say that? anyway got to go! bye! take care! imiss alot of fren!

2006-11-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

hehes: ) i really very very tired! hmm went to vivo city ytd.. and just relise that it a small world after all! cos i saw alot of my fren there! cos it like it impossilbe to see people there cos it so big lah.. hehes:) hmm thanks for messaging me when you reach singapore! am i_____, sorry! but anyway still thanks! imiss you alot! hahas :) finally can you're back.. can talk to you liao.. 8 day since to be long and since to be short too! hehes:) i really dunno lah.. if it belong to me it will be mine.. if not belong to me it will not be mine.. today the sale the okay lah.. hmm then went to find xiao cai.. and one of her fren say that i look like her? are we sister? hmm no lor! and we are fren.. today still have to go work.. and it tiring lor.. hopefully the sale will be better today! hahas:) i miss working at ss! so fun there! all the people are nice.. even thought the ppl there are unreasonable but still okay lah.. there're nice anyway! hehes:) and the jouney to there is super long and veri tired lor.. hehes: ) i wanna SLEEP! was thinking what am i going to eat later? no ppl eat with me so sian lor! nvm lah maybe go find cai:) smile amy! be happy! hehes:) thankfully apron is out of stock! if not i will look weird lor! hehes:) anyway will blog tml.. got to go and prepare to go work liao.. bye! take care ppl!

2006-11-07T11:49:00.000+08:00

hello.. i back again!! so long nv blog liao.. since i have time to blog then i should and dun waste time.. i really very blog ytd.. went to find siew mei work.. cos need to pass her something and go lunch with her... i miss ban mian! went back to chilcare ytd! i miss them alot.. feed berith.. hahas she still rmb me! she so cute lor! love her! and chloe too! and sammi.. they all rmb me lor.. hehes:) the next trip back is food for the teacher but dunno what to get for them sia.. hmm i miss all the kids there! i love your! hmm later still need to go to bank to open a uob account lor.. sigh.. everything was okay! just recently alot of unhappy things have been happening to me! why me? i innocent! sigh.. but what can i do? nothing! thanks wenting for telling me that must stay happy! that me! ame! a haapy gal.. why worries abt the sad thing.. stay happy better! hehes! i agress too! haiyo dunno who free to go out with me later sia! where i wanna go? should i go airport to pick him up when he touch down? i miss working at clementi ss too! i miss the people there! those at the first level de are nice ppl those at the second level are bad ppl.. cos they will say that i old.. but i not lor.. i still young! hehes:) oh ya i still need to go clementi to open uob account and then need to go find mei mei to pass her thing too! hehes:) i wanna go shopping at supermarket lei.. but just too lazy to cook if i go buy thing? who should i ask to go with me? lazy to carry home lei.. and no cabbing! hehes:) i miss causeway ban mian lei.. i wanna go eat! sigh.. anyway got to go liao bye!

2006-11-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

hahas: ) i really veri busy.. so didnt have the time to come online to blog.. hahas ;) ytd my last day of work at childcare.. i will miss the kids there de.. i miss chloe and berith and sammi.. hmm today went to laserflair to work.. hmm guess wat i like maid lah.. ask me to clear the self and swipe the floor.. amy dun do house work de.. and go work need to do all this.. and so i decided not to work for them liao.. cos i really lucky that i those kids that no need to do house work de.. only like washing my own untensil after my meals.. that all lor or maybe vaucum the floor and i dunno how to use swipe the floor de lor.. hehes: ) i will hired a maid next time.. or i will just keep the house clean next time.. hehes: ) hmm i wanna find job now.. maybe better job lor.. higher pay de.. sorry! hahas:) i miss him.. but was happy enough that i send him to airport cos he flying to shanghai for holiday.. 8day! hahas i will sure miss you alot de! but guess what normally is people bring amy to airport and not i bring people but ytd i bring him there and go home myself.. but i did walk the wrong way lah.. but still manger to find people to ask the direction and thanks jac for telling me when i reach one point where there two way to choose.. either left or right.. so jac say right and it was the rite way.. i toook bus home.. reach home abt 12plus lor.. hmm didnt wait till he checked in cos he say by the time veri late liao cos i reach home late.. so i went back like 10min before he check in.. thankfully i went back early.. if not the evil wall will make me sad:) hmm i wanna go shanghai with him lei.. so happy that he reach there safely and did promise to give me a call in the morning.. thanks! i will try to go airport when you reach.. hmm amy miss you! really miss you alot.. even thought 8 days is short but still will miss you de.. even i can message you.. i still miss you de.. sigh.. amy is not like he not coming back.. he coming back after 8 days lor.. 8days pass veri fast de.. hope you take care yourself there.. and rmb to take care of your belonging too! and really hope that you reach singapore safely.. no present for me also can.. as long as your are safe and good ang your belonging all there with you.. i be really happy liao.. take care! take care! imissyou! hope you really take care for yourself.. dun let me worry abt you! i already got alot of things to worry abt liao.. so dun make me more worry! i hungry.. dunno why today appitiate not veri good.. eat abit then full liao.. hopefully i will have better appititate tml.. or it is becos he leave then my appititate not veri good! sigh.. tml going to work at marigold again.. clementi there.. hmm i dun really like the outlet there.. but what can i do since pauline have already planned everything.. so no choice have to go lor.. she say next week then change for me.. hopefully somewhere i been before! hehes:) amy is bored and hungry.. but i lazy to cook my own dinner! lazy to wash.. so should i eat.. hahas:) tml need to go back to childcare to take my pay.. and meet wandee to go interview with her.. then after that go work.. hmm dunno what i should wear tml lei.. sigh need to think.. my jean most of it was washing lei.. nvm will drink it later lor.. anyway night people! *thinking*

2006-10-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

argh.. i really back to blogging liao.. i darm tired lor.. really.. back pain..sigh.. hmm why must your people say that i look like a 12 yr old kid.. hahas:) went to clementi ss to work.. then the staff there most of them still work there lor.. hehes:) hehes and ah liang still rmb me.. he keep saying that i just graut from pri sch.. i 12 and i cant work.. hahas:) i'm not 12! and sam is good! hehes:) hmm nothing really much to blog liao.. anyway amy resign the childcare job liao.. will be leaving at the end of the month.. i will really miss the kids alot and alot de... i dun feel like leaving your! something your are naughty made me vomit blood but at time your are adorable lor! miss lim love your! take care! hmm what should i gife them as a give! made something? but i noramlly made thing from ppl older but not younger! hahas:) ytd the sale was super lousy lor.. hopefully it will be better! my whole body is pain lah.. sigh.. i miss him too! but i got no time to go find him lei.. and i found out from wenting blog that he back.. none of them tell us lor.. we are fren? why cant we know too! fine! he leaving thing also nv tell me till i found out from wenting.. and this time also.. wth.. we call fren? oh maybe not really fren.. fren that will take to each other when need help.. haiya anyway we also nv really message each other lor.. so fine lah fine lah!.. forget it... but still a bit pissed of with both of them for not telling me that he back! why i still he fren ma.. why cant i know? i really very long nv blog and come online liao.. will try to come offent.. sigh.. nothign much to say got to go out liao.. take care!

2006-10-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

hahas was really busy recently.. just got back from retreat.. hmm should blog abt fri the surprise bday party for him.. hahas so funny lah: ) but it was nice anyway.. hmm work till end of this month then i will resign liao.. findind better job! higher pay de.. lalalas: ) veri tired! happy belated bday joel.. hope you like everythings.. hmm today was medicial sunday.. it was okay lah.. didnt did much.. was just playing with elkan and eleanor.. did not really help up in the games! just walk here and there! sigh bored lah.. not alot of people i think.. service was okay! hmm the retreat was nice lah! aloha changi.. i just really super tired liao.. today still have to go work lor.. hmm i dunno lah: ) i will really miss the kids and teacher there de! especailly chloe! i love you! today he wasnt here! so cannot really wish him happy bday! hehes was happy that i took he booklet.. it was suppose to be he de.. but he nv come and so no extra so tiffany give it to me lor.. with he name on it.. but was cancel liao.. sigh.. but i will still keep it de! hmm going to have my dinner now liao..

2006-10-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

hehes :) shall blog for yesterday and today! hmm yesterday went to church as usual was late! hmm cos really super tired lah.. hehes:) hmm then after service went out to desrtibute the balloon and flyer for medicine sunday de.. sorry people! we have 50 to give out all thanks( amy) after that went to mac to have drink and for the air con coa the wheater was realyl super hot lah.. and then hahas:) elkan and eleanor was so cute lor! chari.sus.josh.gab.sam.erenst. hahas after that we went to ps! cos i want to go there to see the made with love shop! hmm okay lah.. not alot of nice things.. hehes:) then after that walk around ps lor.. hmm went carrefour.. guess who i saw there! peishan! i miss her! dun think will saw her there lor.. after that we went to paragon cos was we wanna go visit my sister de shop! hmm then hehes:) went to nike too! we get something there! and saw uncle jerry lei.. and hehes:) sam bought a shoes and josh brought a shirt.. hehes:) and it was more then 80 dollar lor! so we got this lucky draw thingy! so cool lor! hehes: ) after that went to taka to have dinner! pepper lunch.. then after home sweet home! alot of laughter lor.. so long nv laught liao.. thanks ppl for cheering me up! slept at almost two ysterday lah.. and today have to work.. sigh.. super tired.. work as usual and hor! three new kids was here today! they cry and cry and cry lor! sigh:( tired.. after that went of early cos was tired liao.. thanks peishan anyway! oh ya i wanna thanks gab too thanks for helping me to ask he mum! and i ask he mum too lor.. blueberry cake! so sweet that the mum is picking me up! hmm will it be a surprise to him? hmm it werird to go alone lei.. sigh:( still thinking which to buy! hehes:) hmm i so bored! anyway i need to go bath liao:) blog again tml.. nite people!

2006-10-14T12:06:00.000+08:00

*~happy birthday yiwen~* sorry wen i wait cant wait till 12 and i super tired and fall a sleep too! and i cant message you yesterday! hmm did not went online to blog yesterday cos was not allow to use the com.. hmm anyway nvm lah.. better not to you too! hmm i was veri tired yesterday! slept early.. work as usual.. veri tired.. and chloe is having high fever.. hope she okay liao.. hmm iloveyou.. talk care! hmm moday will be a tiring day for me! cos there will be 3 kids more lor! and the class is really growing bigger wor! hmm hahas:) i regret what was done.. wanted him to help me get someone no but then i dun wanna call him.. and that it! hmm but then i call other people to ask.. alot of people dun have lor! sigh~ amy wanna change job! what? should i continue to study in dec or later? hehes:) wake up kinda of early today! i wanna eat maggie mee.. but guess what dun have any maggie mee anymore lor.. sian.. nothing really much to blog liao.. hmm just message joel.. inviting him to come! hope he wont give anymore excuse! hmm hahas he really give me excuse.. did not go for youth serivce.. cos need to go with mummy to her church cos tonight got something.. she ask me to go de! hmm hahas:) help zhenyuan to edit he blog.. hahas: ) and i change the skins for him.. adiadas: P hehes:) think he the adidas fan ma.. i not! anti adidas.. i nike! nike rawks.. just like wen like nike too! brb.. going out now! hmm just come back from my mum church then have dunno what special event today.. hmm was tired lah.. oh ya the traslated english veri good wor! hmm just know that braun buffel allow me to go back to work wor.. hahas so happy.. or should i go back to marigold? hmm this few day have been a bad day for me.. hmm and think this few day i eat alot too.. hmm cos maybe eating made me happy lah.. haiyo.. hopefully i dun put on much weight.. hehes:) waiting for monday to come! hehes:) ah ting ask me to go back to back to work marigold... but they have to go though so test for ntuc pass and for the marigold you need test too! and i hate test.. hahas:) but then ah ting say that i sure pass de cos my talking veri good and sure got alot of people wanna buy for me de if i really promote.. hehes:) thanks ah ting for your praise.. hehes:) she keep asking me to go back and so that we can work together it hard lah gal.. sigh.. still dunno which one i should choose wor! tomorrow hahas finally is a sunday! hmm day pass veri fast.. hopefully he can join us to go out tomoorrow hehes:) i wanna go ps tomorrow! oh ya ps cafe cartel remind of yi hui.. she working there.. and i rite? if i go ps tml should i drop by there to see her? just see only.. i dun wanna lose you! but i sure lose you de? but what can i do lei? just see you been lost.. sigh really regret sending you the message.. hope that you dun understand or you nv really the message.. or some missing text.. haiya did you received it? i really wanna know lei.. sigh~ hope tml will be a happy day! nite ppl:) smile amy! be stong amy! smile smile amy :) yu jian i miss the song.. i wanna listen to it lei.. hehes:)

2006-10-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

hmm just reach home! today super super tired lah.. hmm work was okay lah.. still the same tired.. and the kids is always the same! naughty but adorable lor.. hmm stil lat work place till 6.30 then left.. after half way then realise that i left the gift for wenting in the childcare and went back to take! hahas:) hmm cos if not i got no time to meet her and pass to her liao.. hmm then was tireda and want a sit so i took the train from bishan to marina bay and then change at raffle place and then reach there slighty earlier then wenting.. hmm then after meeting her.. we took bus to go find him.. and wenting need to go find her fren to get her book so i go there my own lor! hmm reach there and talk to him awhile onli cos he was busy! actually dun wanna go de! but then no choice since i helping ah xiong to get the present for her! hmm was super tired after work already still need to go there to get the thing.. and he nv even say thanks to me lor.. and he attitude is not veri good.. nvm lah he tired.. but i also ma.. but i still can talk to him properly.. hmm then wenting reach.. hmm saw ah ming uncle.. he still the same like to disturb me.. call me by nickname! haiyo.. then hahas:) was super hungry lah.. dun want to eat cos veri tired lah.. and i eat thing will be super slow de.. and i not very hungry after drinking the ice lemon tea.. but now i hungry liao..hmm think i will cook cup noodles later! hmm i dun want to take medicine.. i just dun want lah.. was disappointed.. hmm waited for you sms.. but you did not message me lor.. waited for so so long lor.. sigh~ i shouldnt have message you! hmm dun want you to paid for the drink due to some reason lah: ) thanks for not paying for it! but was quite happy that i meet you today lor.. hmm xiong just called and ask how was the arrangement for me to meet him to get the gift for wen.. i say i did not really talk to him much... he ask why.. he ask me to atke from him becos he know that we veri long nv meet each other already.. and why didnt i talk much to him.. i say got but alittle only.. he was busy anyway and i was tired to open my golden mouth hahas:) and alot of firece people there that i quite scared so i dun want to talk to him.. wanted to take cab home de.. but then was thinking dun waste money lah.. i going be broke soon! i must wake up early tomorrow to go work.. cos today i took cab to work so i wasnt late.. no more cabbing amy! hmm saw one of my ite fren working at he place.. hahas so cool lor.. i wanna work there too! hehes:) dreaming only.. you made me veri disappointed.. you can just buy something small for me without letting me know and ask me to eat! and i sure will eat de lor.. but you did not.. sigh~ thanks wenting for accompany me go there! if i went there alone i think i will just get the thing and go liao and would stay there long lor.. sigh~ sad! i should have talk to you lor! *imisstalkingtoyou* anyway it over liao.. need to go have my dinner at super late hours and then go bath and slp lor! sorry! *imissyoumore* i just know something i shouldnt call him.. and then that it.. why must all this happen today? regretting lor.. and then i really veri sad.. i really like him alot! and he that one that chance some of my thinking! and sigh~ are we still fren? hopefully we are! but it hard to be fren liao.. friendship will end soon.. how can dun think so much.. ihateyou.. and ame stop zhi zhou duo qian.. it impossible! not you lah.. someone else.. lucky her! why is her? did he still have her in he heart? the neoprint today made me abit down liao.. and sigh.. no appitite to eat my mee liao.. going to bath and slp.. dun wanna take medicine too! why cant i cry out! dun cry out it hard.. but why can i am not those that easy to cry de.. whenever i sad.. i cannot cry it hard lor! the feeling really hurt alot! and why must all this happen? today.. fri the 13th? sigh.. sure a unlucky day! knew somthing bad will happen to day should have believe it lor.. sigh~ why must love be hurting? *ireallylovehimalot*
from the day i know you i know we wont be together! now i know that i really love you! but what can i do! nothing! nothing! nothing! sigh~ sighing go on and on! for ame! cannot dun think lei..

2006-10-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

hehes:) work was okay today! but was a bit tired lah.. today have my afternooa as usual after work reach home have porridge and went to slp veri veri tired.. still till 10pm then wake up come online.. hehes:) amy was super bored and talk alot of rubbish and nonsense to sus! thanks her for the entertaiment.. hehes:) and was really bored and went to disturb jo! hehes:) but thanks him too! he play and we have alot of nonesense and rubbish too! i finding penguin and say it him.. and he say the display pic de bear is me! nvm is cute anyway.. so was hock to drawing thing like pig.. and me. him(who) i also dunno! hehes:) then was really realyl very bored lah... hmm going to find jian toomorrw to get wen de bday prsent from someone.. hmm i really dun mind?? amy must be strong! i cant lah... *imisshim* will he________? or______? but really will i mind? i dunno but hope i dun mind! but for now i wont mind.. *thinking* now did i? _______________ lah.. haiyo amy! confuse? what should i do... amy amy! pls help me! oh ya i need to cut my nail too! thinking of what to wear for tomorrow! hmm amy is confuse! how how should i? quite happy that i talk to him.. sigh~ what am i sighing? *something* dun worry amy! was thinking of you just now...are ____________? sorry for so many blanks! sighing again.. *thinking too much*dun worry so much* _________? anyway! tomorrow is a nightmare? why arh? becos tomorrow is a nightmare! jo sorry! anyway nothing to blog liao.. nite ppl.. tell you more! hope tomorrow will be a happy day!

2006-10-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

hehes:) i back home already! hmm was tired lah.. as usual went to work.. i love you chloe.. hmm i havent eaten my medicine! sigh i regret! shouldnt intro her the job lor.. but if i nv intro help will she return me money! she sure will de lor.. haiyo why i did the wrong thing.. shouldnt have intro help lor.. really really regret now! amy dun be selfish and jealous.. hmm school is more important? should i continue to study? or should i go work? hmm dunno lah.. haiyo wanna find a job that earn more! but what can i do? regret lah.. really i really regret and it the greatest mistake that i made in life lor.. *crying* i really wish that someone was here to listen to all my problem.. am i selfish? having this evil thought that i dun wanna her to work there! how? amy stop been evil.. am i really veri selfish.. oh no amy amy! cannot but i cant! help help ppl... but really just say that i realyl really dun want her to work there.. deep in my heart.. it truth that i really dun want her to work there lor.. hmm anyway no dinner tonight again? hmm will mummy bring me go and eat? hahas:) i miss alot of people lei... i miss school! imissyou! i miss you and you and you! i miss everyone! amy is down and confuse now! whatt should she do? i really dunno can someone just tell me! amy amy dun be evil.. you will receive the good deep in return de amy! hmm really? i deep down in my heart that i dun want her to work there! really really really regret! tears flowing down from my heart! no laughter today! hmm hope that you can brighten up my day.. maybe just one message from you! asking how my days going on? so that i can share with you! and hope that when i share with you.. you wont say that i selfish and evil lah.. i got my reason too it! sigh~ sigh!~ nothing really much to say liao.. haiyo amy why are you like that today? can you be angel instead of evil? haiyo i wanna be angel but i cant! cos of this regret in my heart.. really wanna tell you this.. hope you see it! hmm but really sorry for this happen for been a fren and treating you this way.. i really have my reason! sigh.. low mood how! really feel like *crying* why are you hiding your feeling amy? just show it out! tell her! gogogo! amy! be bold.. but i dun wanna spoilt the friendship with her? is she really your fren? but how? tell her straight? cannot amy amy cannot do that the! then just let it be lor! sigh! why? nothing can change the world for been unfair! unfairness is something in the wrold that everyone face it! really? hmm i dunno but i think so ba.. why is there unfairness in the world? why cant everything be fair! why? why? there alot of why that i really wanna know! sorry people if i dun have the mood to talk to your and tell your! and dun ask what happen or why? sigh~ 'you are my sunshine, my only sunshine'! for the rest of my life i just wanna love you! but i cannot too! why? unfairness again? maybe! haiyo amy STOP asking why lah! there no answer to everything lah.. be right back later! got thing to do! back!!! hmm i went out to get canned food for my dinner.. cos house got plain porriage so eat with canned food! hahas:) hmm veri full liao.. just ate one bowl of porridge and feel veri full liao.. hmm should i say that today moon come out from north.. haiyo.. amy arh stop! be believe that.. please STOP telling me that! i wanna work and part time..

2006-10-10T05:40:00.000+08:00

hehes:) i should for for yesterday then.. hm i went to work yesterday.. i nv took my medicine ytd.. and was having a little coughing only.. didnt want to take cos it cos drownsiness and i dun sleep i was be suped tired lah.. hmm was tired already .. as usaul work and work and work.. dun have nothing interest that happen in work lah.. hate to went home after 5.. cos the mrt as usual will have a lot of ppl and i veri tired just wanted a sit cos from bishan to my house it quite a distance and i veri tired ti stand already.. wanna have as sit.. but dun have.. have to stand thought out lor.. hmm just hope that i have parent who drive! or someone who drive send me home! hahas:) fat hope! hmm then reach home no dinner! hmm so i just eat honey star with milk.. two small bowl and some potato chip that my dinner already! and then i went to sleep from 7.30 all the way to 5.00 thisw morning and here i came online now to blog.. dun wanna go back to sleep cos i know that i was overslept de.. hmm i still need to bath and then have my stomach fill.. cos i hugry now.. hmm but think nothing to eat at home too! will just eat my honey star and milk again.. hmm hahas:) and need to find waht to wear later! hmm and i going to meet him to get wen birthday? but i dun wanna see him.. cos now i go no feeling for him already.. what if i see him i scared that i will thinking and like him back.. hmm amy! nvm lah.. even it is happen it wont last for long de.. after that we wont keep in contact de! hahas:) hmm sunday.. msg him to ask they reach s'apore already ma.. to see if they reach here safely ma lor.. then waited for long time.. and no reply.. so went to sleep.. hehes:) wake up and saw.. one new message! nv expect it was from him.. 12.29am 09/10/2006 and he reply that he they reach home already! and he just finish bathing saying that this few day veri tired! wake up early and slept veri late! and cos the nxt day still have to work.. i tired.. i sleep first.. nite.. hehes:) anyway i sleep first then you lor.. cos i took medicine.. :P that all lah.. think he message made my day better!.. i tired too! but you dun care and ask lor.. i always be the one that care abt you! why cant you just ask me once? *thinking of you now* wake up arleady? should i message you? hmm dunno lah.. i have to go liao.. gd morning ppl~

2006-10-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

hahas: ) just came back home not long ago.. hmm went for service today was 5min late lah.. hmm today is confirmation serivce.. hahas:) sus and rena and some other dunno who lah.. got comfirm today! hehes:) so happy for her them lah.. hahas:) today during holy commuion rev.michael teh wanted to give.. but my hand was out so he know lor.. then he told me that there will be two batispm serivce soming out one on nov and one on dec... hahas:) i know! hmm then my cough was so bad during serivce lah.. cos havent take medicine yet.. hmm so aunty helen pass so sweet for me! i dun want! went out to have my medicine and my cough is better liao.. hmm after service went to junction 8 cafe cartel to have my lunch with.. gab.josh.bin.sus dunno what to eat there.. so as usual took veri long to think de.. after that i decided liao.. wow the food is in veri big portion and it make you veri full too.. cannot finish.. ate my medicine.. hmm wanted to go home..but was sian to go home.. hmm so went to find my sister at paragon her work place.. hmm went there.. the first time went to celio*.. hehes:) was okay lah.. the shop was nice.. and the shirt inside is ex! guess what is open by joel's dad again.. first time in life that he dad open a formal and casual wear shop lah.. hmm cos they already have 6 nike shop lah.. and it weird for them to open something different! hmm was wondering what made them have the mind to open celio* hehes:) after that as usual was pass by nike.. and i did not go in just peep in from outside then off i go.. went to my sister place.. hmm stay awhile then went to toy us r.. hehes: ) hmm nothing nice there lah.. hmm so went to my sister shop there to.. she ask me to wait untill she knock off lor.. haiyo.. so i waited.. hmm went to basement to get something to eat.. but nothing lah.. then went to 7eleven to get so drink lor.. hmm after that went pass celio* again.. and pass by nike again.. hahas:) then went back to my find my sis and slack there to wait till she knock off lor.. hmm hahas:) was super tired lah.. today no haze! hmm should i give up on him.. i think i dun like him anymore lei.. i learn somehting from joel today! hehes: ) anyway gtg now! need to bath and take medicine! hmm dunno if they are back safely ma.. hmm msg them nv reply.. pissed off! hahas:) *imissyou*

2006-10-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

hahas:) hmm just wanan thanks all the people that keep me in prayer! i better now liao.. hmm then still have to take medicine.. cos not really recover yet! hmm wake up at like 1230 today and was looking for my spect.. but in the end i found it lah.. hmm after come online.. no ppl to talk to de.. so stay at home.. wake for mummy to come back she only will be back after 2.. and she ta bao food for me cos i lazy to cook.. and i have to eat medicine after food.. so thanks mummy for helping to get the food.. hmm then really no appetiture lah.. eat less then half a pack then dun fell like eating already.. so took medicine and went to sleep already! hmm sleep till 8 plus wake up and then i come online.. and i wanted to eat fruit.. so daddy cut for me.. and after eating it mummy wake up and ask if i wanna go out for dinner ma.. then i say i dun want lazy to walk.. hmm so never go.. dinner was at home.. daddy cook dinner rice.. and i just went out to get so canned food! hmm then i also get honey stars! and HL milk for my breakfeast.. hehes:) i so long so long nv eat honey stars liao.. hmm i also buy pringles.. hehes:) mummy dun allow me to buy.. but i dun care i want! cos she say i still not really well cannot eat! hmm it my money! you cant stop me.. and she say i like kids! want this want that! hehes then reach home at 10 plus then i have my dinner and here i come online and not medicine first! i hate it lah.. and hor my stomach my feeling very well i think.. keep going to toilet! veri long nv drink milk already! hmm honey stars! hehes:) i wanna go take medicine liao.. hmm but after taking it all my mouth feel weird lah.. drink more water! haze is worst.. hmm i now a day drink lesser water dunno why lei.. but when i go school i will drink alot alot de.. hmm need to find shirt for tomorrow! hmm i hate to messgae and the people dun want to reply de! waste my messge lor! pissed off lah! anyway nite ppl:) go and take medicine liao..

2006-10-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

hahas:) finally it over! hmm went to work today! and wasnt feeling veri well.. was veri weak but i still made it though lor.. hehes:) think nv do alot of things today.. hmm then somore today was okay lah.. almost full house.. super tired now.. think got a bit of headach.. and took medicine after my lunch and it waill cause drowniness and i really feel veri tired and weak.. but then i have abit for sleep lah.. hmm can i have cold drink? i got cough but i dun believe in this de lei.. like some people say cannot eat chicken or fish cos it will make it worse.. hehes:) then after work went to causeway point to help mummy devolpe her photo.. and help her get something before i reach home.. reach home have bath and then alot alot of ppl was at my house celebrating moon cake festival lor.. hmm eat a pieces of durian snow skin mooncake today.. was okay lah.. not veri nice.. and then today was karis and renia birthday.. the cake was super nice and cute lor.. but was sad thing that they parent wasnt her to celebrate with them.. but we celebrate for them.. hehes :) anyway they are twins! have cake but i nv eat no appetite.. the medicine made me feel like vommiting lah.. and you can feel that your mouth got alot of medicine smell.. and then after blogging i going to take medicine and go and sleep! thanks God that tomorrow was a saturday and i dun need to work.. and sunday too! hehes:) and hor i just veri tired.. and i dun like to take medicine lor.. the medicine was yucky lah! eeee! it so big and have to take it lah.. but always took veri long de to eat it! hmm i still dun really have appetite to eat lah.. my eye is closing soon! really soon i press and just went blanking for a while lei.. but i know that i have to finish blogging and go take medicine and here i come! my BED!oh no i growing fatter liao.. hehes:) cos most of the food is tasteless now cos i having bloked nose! and something i can taste it lei.. cant have my afternoon nap cos once i reach home bath and ppl was here.. it rude to sleep.. when visitor are here! and so i dun not lor.. till now they just went back.. need to really drink my water already! no more fever i think.. or i can feel the hot within myself.. but today i went to work since i have mc and then the teacher ask why i come.. then i say still at home veri bored.. cos here do lesser thing also got pay ma! and so i come lor.. and one of the teacher say that i was cold! hehes:) i dun think so lor! and after food i eat medicine and after that if i eat some thing then it will all taste like medicine lah:) and yap the haze was really veri bad lah.. once i walk out of the shopping centre helping my mum to get something the sky was really bad thought that it was going to be late liao.. just like the sky from 7-8 kind of sky lah.. it only 7 i think.. i lost my temometer i cann check my temperture to see if i got fever ma lei.. i miss jojo! he in my sis fren house.. jojo was my dog! and *imisshimtoO* hopefully i can sleep till quite late and hope that mummy wont wake me up so early in the morning.. and hehes:) i wasnt late for work today and was early lor.. :P going to take medicine now and go sleep liao.. cos really cant take it liao eye going to close liao :P..

2006-10-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

hehes:) today never went to work.. cos i sick went to see doctor and the doctor say that i got slight fever.. and then the doctor ask did i feel warm.. then i say no he say i very weird.. and he give me mc for two day! and i went to buy the shirt and then went to tampiness to meet wandee and huiling to shop... hahas have pastamania for lunch and we walk and walk the whole mall and went after that went home.. took 969 home.. the ride was fast.. or it is becos we talk and talk and dun relise it slow but it fast.. hmm i wont go work tml is i still sick de.. hmm i dun like to take medicine lei.. all the medicine so big de.. got three are pills and one is syupe kind de.. took some photo too! all veri ugly i think hehes:) got nothing much to say liao.. happy bithday fawn! hehes:) i really dun feel like taking medicine lei.. it like 7 tablet all together wor! and all is big big want! oh no daddy scolded me.. cos i dun like hebal tee de.. and he say i dun drink and see lah now have to take medicine liao.. hehes:) i really see all the medicine i wanna faints lei.. cos i have to eat it.. and it will cause drowsiness.. i dun wanna sleep slp early.. so i dun eat the medicine now wor.. hmm after dinner cos still got lot of thing havent do yet.. hmm did i eat dinner? i only ate lunch lei.. havent eat dinner yet.. how i lazy to cook too! oh no my sore thorat is back again.. but not that pain lah only little.. anyway *imissyou*

2006-10-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY fawn! hmm even it not pass 12 yet.. but to her it already pass 12.. cos aust time is faster then us by 2hour lah.. happy birhtday gal:) i miss you alot! hmm when you come back got alot of thing to give you! hmm i love you gal:) hmm thanks ppl for all the caring and all the prayer! love ya ppl.. hmm today went to work as usual.. hmm tired.. hahas:) honey lemon really work wor! hmm today reach home late.. thanks mummy for ta baoing food for me! but you forget i cant eat chilli cos having sore thoat.. but then no choice just to eat! too lazy to cook mee! hehes:) then actually my sore thoat is okay liao.. but then now is hurt again cos i eat chilli.. sorry! serve me right! hmm then reach home after having dinner wanna have a short nap de but mummy wake me up.. i dun even slp.. wanted to liao but all thanks to her lah.. wake me up just to ask me go downstair with her! sian lor.. cant you go down yourself? hmm then come back home have my honeylemon water.. and here i come online! go to friendster.. read some mail.. chat online! hmm saw joel online too! so long nv see him online liao.. cos he just come back from chalet.. then just ask him abt he chalet lor! hmm then chat and chat and chat till now! hmm tomorrow got my pay liao.. so happy! so i really broke already! hmm think the honey lemon water not enough.,, cos tomorrow need to bring to work and my sis and bro still want to drink too lor! send the photo to huiling liao.. hope that this time i drink honey lemon water my thoat will recover! hehes:) hmm dun worry gal since you get something for him there sure a time to pass the thing to him de.. sorry.. dun learn all the bad things from me lei gal.. *you're my sunshine, my only sunshine! anyway in am him not veri close.. dun envy.. you and him veri close made me envy too! hehes:) today only drink one cup of honey lemon water! hmm hahas:) i love your kids alot! i veri tired liao.. will try to wake up early tomoorrow! can i dun go work tommorrow but need mc.. should i go see doctor tomorrow? hmm but i dun like to see doctor wor! *imissyou* *pls dun take my sunshine aways* nite ppl:) smilez! hehes:)

2006-10-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

hahas:) nothing much to blog liao lei.. hmm just to say that i having sore thoat and my stomach not feeling well.. i go no appetite lor.. really eat onli few mouth full of mee.. hmm hahas heard that honey lemon is good for thoat.. so i drink it hope it work lah.. i wanna buy sweet for sore thoat de.. hmm but really veri pain when drinking water.. it made dun feel like drinking water lor.. but i have too! hmm hopefully i dun talk much tomorrow.. hmm but anyway talk is not so much of the pain lah.. mostly on drinking water! hmm i lost weight.. hahas:) was so happy that i got my pay already.. hehes:) should i go meet sus tomorrow to get back my jacket? hmm hopefully i would feel tired lah.. oh no! my stomach hurt again! really veri weak now! i need a lot a prayer people.. as you people know that amy cant laugh and talk is veri difficult to be amy! and i still having cough.. i cant cough.. cos it hurt too! agrh~ i really want to be heal as soon as possible lah..and for my stomach too! why is most of the things that go in.. in few sec it will be out lah.. just few sec lor.. so i think i dun eat! hahas:) just drink only! i wanna a work break again.. to see doctor.. but not today.. when i really get my pay.. so if i go see doctor at the same time i can go shop too! anyway nite! *imissyou* and *iloveyoutoo!* wish you was beside me now! when i sick! so that you can take care of me! hahas:) but is impossible lor! hehes:)

2006-10-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmm just to lazy to blog.. anyway will just blog for ytd and today.. hmm ytd was fun and tired lah.. went to mummy place to help work.. and then after that rush home to go out.. suppose to meet sus in church to get my nike jacket back.. but then i got not enough time lah.. then took cab to yishun to meet wandee and took cab to expo lah.. the cab fare is ex.. but nvm lah it share de.. hmm went to huiling church to visit it at expo lah.. hmm then the serivce there was wow lah.. hmm was too tired at the service and dun really have the mood to worship him.. then after the service went to tampines mall to have lunch.. hmm have ban mian my fav.. but alway cannot finish de.. hmm after shop shop there lor.. went to pasta mania to have drink... mango soda.. not veri nice.. but the drink was big lah.. i also cannot finish too! hmm took so photo at pasta mania with the drink.. after that went to walk walk and then took so stupid photo lah.. really lame de photo.. hmm and i saw my fren there! hahas:) dun expect to see them there lor.. hehes:) have my mac cup corn ytd.. and went to royal sporting house.. guess what i saw.. the jacket that i like.. i want lah! i finally found it lah.. then took bus house with wandee.. reach home super tired lah.. hahas then today was a holiday for me lah.. no need to go work.. and stay at home.. it was good too! cos i was tired and sick lah.. hmm just veri weak this morning.. and i stay at home.. veri bored wake up come online and have lunch then load photo and went to slp till 9 wake up went out with mummy to buy something:) hahas:) reach home first time come online! hmm i do agress that he bad too! he something did tell me thing too! just like what you alway say maybe he busy.. hmm was sad for you that he change.. but i will still go with you if you want! hmm if he change.. it okay for me de.. cos i would mind going far to look for him.. if i got the time.. long long time go find him once lor.. hmm but think my sad here got more ss outlet near my place.. why must he be the want that change? why not the other? so it okay lah.. hmm then just wanna tell you dun be sad.. i feel sad for you too! but dun worry gal.. maybe is temp only.. and haiyo he attitude talking toward me is bad lah.. hmm then he keep saying me and him ____! not me lah! it ______! hmm sorry! but she so sweet lor.. got temple to ask a fu for you! so sweet lah: ) he ask me not to go there! who care! i will still go! hmm was thinking that i really sooner or later will give up on him lah.. but not time yet! hmm anyway got to go bath liao and slp early and back to work tml.. *looking for new job* and thinking should i apply in dec or nxt yr may.. haiya still thinking.. *imisshim* and*iloveyoutoo* nite ppl.. hope he will meassage me back.. keep he word!

2006-09-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

hehes:) really veri long never blog liao.. hehes:) hmm just a short blog abt those day that i never blog.. hmm hahas:) as usual work and work and work.. more more kids now! oh no more tiring now lei.. hehes:) hmm went to collect my spect ytd.. so nice lor.. i like it alots! was really out of place ytd.. from bishan to yishun is nearer.. i alighted at woodland cos to collect my spect.. and then went back to yishun to meet wandee to do something for huiling! hahas so nice lah.. hehes:) hmm after that went home very tired thanks God that is was weedend tomorrow so that i no need to work lor.. hehes:) hmm today thanks to my mum that woke me up so early at 6am just to ask me to bring her phone to her work place.. siao i would de lah.. cos it finally sat so that i can sleep longer then why must wake up early? hmm then slept till 130 then wake up go online till 2pm then went to bath and have breakfast at lunch time.. then head down to church.. hmm i was late lah.. hehes:) bings was here at the serivce.. jo was here too! i miss you jo! nv talk to you today at all lor.. i really miss you alots! hehes:) after service went to have dinner at sam fren cafe.. the food was okay lah.. played president while waiting for the food to come.. hahas:) then kind of just reach home lah.. hmm took so photo with chari today with my new spect.. hmm lazy to load.. will load tomorrow lah.. hmm then will load the photo up tomorrow.. hmm still thinking what to wear and what bag to bring! oh ya very sad today cos i drop my beloved star pandent while i was on my way to church.. sad : ( today was crapped in pst ben car.. talk abt mooncake! eg mooncake floor.. hahas and alot of lame things abt mooncake lah.. so happy that service start at 10.30 and it mean that i cannot have followship with my fren lah.. cos have to accompany wandee to attend huiling church service.. hmm hopefully i can reach in time.. if not i need to leave early.. but i dun wish to leave early lah.. anyway i going to bath first coming back to blog again later if i have the time or got more things to blog abt.. imissyoualot! iloveyoutoo!

2006-09-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

hahas:) hmm forget what to say abt yesterday already! hmm hahas:) hmm then should just blog for today lor.. hmm so happy that i didnt went outing with them.. hahas:) cos i must be tiring to bring them out.. i feel veri sad too that vikram cannot go and he feel sad.. hmm today was okay lah.. hahas:) veri slack.. only 14 ppl.. cos the rest went for the outing.. and after lunch only left with 8 ppl lor.. so happy.. thanks mrs ram i really have a good nap time today.. slept with the kids.. but then is on and off sleeping de.. hehes thanks mummy for paying the spect.. and it cost me 78 lah.. hehes i call him today.. he got no xin de! he delete my no lor.. hahas:) sorry i lie to you.. cos add is veri important de... did mean that you are bad people.. but then just play safe not to tell anyone my add even my close fren also dun even know my block lor.. sorry that i lie to you! really dun mean to say that.. no meaning.. haiyo sorry lah.. hmm i blind lah.. just admit that lor.. why must he say that singaporean gal are like that:) hmm hahas:) hmm sorry that i scold you! oh no i so busy lah.. mummy keep asking me to do something.. call you back later.. hehes: ) hahas just finishing bloging lor.. hahas:) hope that fri come soon.. so that i got more day to rest.. cos fri after work can slpt till the nxt morning and no need to wake up so early.. and it a long holiday lor.. hmm it mean that i friday last day and tue start work lor.. hehes:) so happy lah.. hahas;) lalalalas amy is crazy! oh ya.. amy is stupid and good at nothing.. amy is pig too! hahas:) that what someone say abt amy lah! partly agress with the ppl saying this lah.. hehes:)

2006-09-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

hahas:) what should i blog abt today.. as usual went to work this morning.. hmm this week will be veri tired lei.. cos i bath them.. and it hard to bath them lor.. hmm hahas:) this wednesday they are going to botanic garden... also going there to celebrate children's day.. hmm hopefully i no need to go! yeah.. but i wanna go i nv go before lei.. hahas:) hmm today scolded chloe cos she naughty.. and cos she my fav kid and normally i wont scold her de.. and i today scolded her.. she cry lor.. hahas:) heart pain.. hahas:) chloe.. jie jie still love you alots! hehes:) hmm today received message from bin! hmm just wanna say that you are in my prayer kor kor! take care we miss you alots! hahas thanks for making me happy! thanks for making me win in the talk.. cos i normally will lose de.. hehes:) hmm i just feel that i really veri silly and stupid lei.. message him and no reply.. waste my message lor.. sad sad:( think we got no yuan fan lei.. call and guess what the phone is either low batt or is off lor.. sigh.. wenting ask me this question abt him lei..
wat if he found soomeone he like.. how? hmm i will just be veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri sad lah:( but will still bless him and the gal.. will i still be fren with him must really depend lei.. but my ans it mostly not! i sorry.. sigh.. hmm and what i took alot of courage to message him and call him first but guess what.. this time he still nv reply.. amy! stop be unreasonble again! he busy lah.. haiyo amy amy! no but or at least lah.. hahas after work went dinner with my sis and mum and bro.. went to woodlands ss there to have dinner at lot of good food there.. but then most of them close liao.. hahas:) i saw someone that work in ss i know him but he dunno me lei.. hmm but i realy missed working as promoter wor! hmm i really hope that sept end soon! and looking forward to oct lor.. hehes:) amy is good in nothing.. really nothing! nothing nothing!
hehes:) hmm i wanna talk to him.. really miss her alot! hmm anyway iloveya.. and miss ya.. anyway nothing to blog liao.. hahas:) hmm thinking what should i get for the childs for children's day sia! *imissyoualots* hugz* i veri moody how! maybe he msg will cheers me up! i dunno why i moody too! maybe too long dun have he msg liao.. and imisshim really veri badly lei.. sigh:(

2006-09-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

hahas:) hmm waht should i say abt yesterday... hmm it was okay lah.. went to the first youth service held in CHS new building.. after 40month of not having our own place.. hmm anyway alot of ppl yesterday.. have to be there at 11am but i was late lah.. hmm went there also nv really help much.. the ballon is hard to blow.. nv even blow one lor.. the agapa sunday school tee shirt is nice lah.. hahas:) hmm anyway have chicken rice.. thanks ben they all for dao poing back.. opp that remind me that i havent pay them.. it mean that none of us pay him back lor.. and after that is youth service.. and rev. michael teh speak.. okay lah.. hmm then hahahas.. have captain ball.. i'm in yellow.. and my group have chari.dot.ben.jo.daniel.herman.fabian.mark. josh.hmm cant rmb already.. yellow won! hehes:) and then we have our own netball game.. me.dot. josh.chari again blue celeste. ching. gab. sus. netball they win lor.. hahas:) hmm after taht celebrate liwei and chin yi bday.. hmm thanks aunty june for the delicious food that she made... apple aloavera.. but it ice lemon tea! hahas:) so long nv laugh liao.. dry fit popiah.. lame lah.. but anyway lol.. hmm after that went to pastor ben house to play president game.. and home sweet home.. still feel veri bad lei.. hmm today was late for service.. and took cab there.. dun think your father drive jaguar.. pls lah still have to be patience even you or your parent drive branded car.. rich so what.. we are late too what.. and stopping outside the gate.. ya maybe i wrong but cant you wait for a while.. i need to pay ma.. hmm was pissed off lah.. anyway main sevice was okay lah.. combine service.. hmm alot of ppl lor.. hmm cant see joel anymore liao.. cos the sit is now all straight de.. so cant see.. happy that next week service start at 10.30.. it meant that i can wake up late too! yeah.. hmm today have buffet after service.. saw him(joel) alot of time.. he(joel) look nice in the maroon colour shirt lor.. hahas:) after that thanks rena jie that she send us out to the bus stop to take bus.. if not we have to walk out for veri long.. home sweet home.. reach home veri tired.. hmm just blog short want lah.. hmm elkan is cute lah! that all wake up and went out with mummy for dinner lor.. i need to slp early and wake up early tml cos got to work.. nite ppl.. will not come online anymore..

2006-09-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

hahas:) was tired yesterday.. and did not come online to blog.. hmm cant rmb what have happen ytd lor.. so would blog abt ytd anyway lah.. so will just blog for today.. today was okay lah.. work as usual.. after work went to hui ling baptism.. hahas her church was faith community baptist church.. (fcbc) anyone from there cant rmb but somehow i think i got fren from there.. the song was nice lah.. hmm have heard that the testi from the baptiss candidate.. hahas one of them is touching lah.. but the church is really alot of people wor.. hmm just so happy that hui ling got baptism liao.. hmm then the service was okay lor.. after that took bus home with my other fren too.. hmm hahas so happy that today is off day for me.. wee~ but i still have to wake up early cos i got to go help to do something at church.. hmm tomorrow back to CHS and is the first youth service there.. hope that the ching can go tommorrow! hmm need to find shirt for tomorrow.. hahas :) and everything was okay lor.. hahas :) really enjoy the service at fcbc today.. later need to go bath.. and pack the bag for tomorrow.. hahas:) hmm got some nice photo to update.. i miss him today! not only today lah.. almost miss him every single day de lah.. hehes:) had kfc for dinner.. hahas.. super full lah.. still dun really have appetitte to eat yet.. hmm dunno why too! hmm hahas:) here are the photo that i took today.. so nice and so cute lor.. hehes:P hmm today hope that i fun.. i will need to go sleep early tonight.. cos i getting a bit tired liao.. and i still got alot of thing to do lie packing bag.. finding shirt.. and BATH yeah.. lalala.. they all so cute lor!
berith the new gal.. 18 month only..

chloe and sammi.. they are my fav!

both of them again.. i love them!

mahesh.. he naughty but he cute at time!

she arh.. naughty stick sticker at her own head!

2006-09-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

hmm sorry that i didnt blog yesterday.. hmm i was tired yesterday.. my auntie call me to go relief in her work place as a waitress for four hour after my work.. 7.5 per hr lah.. so went for interview and reach home late so went to slp and nv come online lor.. hehes:) and suppose to start work today but inthe end they say cannot start today.. but good also lor.. then i not that tired too.. hehes:) hmm today was okay lah.. the new gal liliean was here yesterday.. she was okay lah nv really cry.. hmm then she dunno how to speak chi and english.. only a little of chi.. she mostly speak malay de.. and i dun understand what she talk cos shespeak to me in malay.. but then i dun care lah.. i just say ok.. ya.. that all.. but she is naughty at time.. we still teaching her english lor.. work still the same berith is cute lor.. i say i wanna go home.. and she say dun want.. hahas she dun allow me to go home lor.. hahas:) hmm then reach home super tired and havent have dinner.. but just lazy to cooked so decided to sleep.. till like 8 plus then i wake up cos my mum brought my cousin to our house.. and have to wake up to talk to her.. so wake up talk to her awhile and went to bath lor.. hmm then my daddy is back from work and she went out to da po dinner for we.. so nice of him lah.. i love you daddy!.. and after that she went home.. send her to bus stop and then she took a bus home lor.. that all but still tired lah.. hmm the people called me and ask me to go for interview for my nursing course lei.. i dunno should i go ma lei.. but he say is good to take nursing.. and my parents say that too! hahas i call him after work lor.. just wanna ask him did he help me check out the brand shirt.. hmm actually thought he forget liao.. but he ask me so i ask him to check lor.. he did help me check but cannot find.. he now know where to find liao.. took some photo with my sister yesterday night.. will photo it if i have the time.. cos is in her camera and she got no time to load.. hehes:) nothing to blog liao.. thanks for all the nice ringtones.. hahas:) night:) i wanna message him later.. but hope i wont fall asleep while waiting.. dun worry i will sure fall asleep de.. amy lah amy you are pig lah.. keep sleeping.. just wanna i miss you alots! love ya!

2006-09-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

hahas i will be sleeping early today wow! cos i really tired.. hmm today there new kid.. berith hahas:) she quite cute lah.. but the group is getting bigger lor.. tomorrow one more new gal.. haiyo but she the older group the like the 3yr old but not 2 be.. hehes :) hopefully she would cry or what lor.. or maybe she just early to take care of de.. hehes:) anyway work is stil the same.. as usual tired.. reach home and have dinner and come online.. hehes:) and then after that decided to play badminton with my sister and brother.. so we went out to play.. oh man i too old liao.. my muscle of the hand is pain lah.. veri long nv play liao.. hmm after blogging i will go to bath and after bath think i will go sleep lor.. hmm i MUST wake up early tomorrow lah.. i MUST not be late.. hmm alot of people in the centre i mean the kids cut their hair lah.. hmm especailly chloe she cut her hair till veri short.. hahas first day watching the 9pm show.. 'family matter' hehes:) i really miss him alots.. my back is aching too! oh no i old! what should i buy for them thos oct and sept person birthday? hehes:) my hp bill save alots lor.. 150 per month to 66 per month lor.. hehes ;) hope that i can continue to keep up! i broke lah.. hope that end of sept is coming soon.. or just hope that the job that auntie asking me to work can be the time and day i can.. hmm i really miss alot of thing sia.. imisshim.. op did i mention that i miss him before! hmm i wanna load so cute pic.. hahas today the kids took my jacket to wear lor.. hehes:) i will load the photo of them wearing my jacket.. so cute lor! and mrs tee say that orange and white jacket is nice.. oh no i running out of shirt to wear.. dunno what to wear tomorrow for work wor! i just relise that i spend 90cent just to message him.. cos oversea message lor.. zhong heng is naughty lah.. he bet my lah.. hahas that all my day lah.. nothing really much execting have happen lor.. hehes:)

hahas:P did she look like penguin:)
sammi with my nike jacket:)

2006-09-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

wow.. finally back home already.. today super tired.. wake up and went for service last day in sas lor.. i will mis that place.. hahas but then still like the new building lor.. hehehs:) today after service went for the walkover! hehes:) was kind of cool lah:) hehes took photo when we walkover! hehes:) then the new building was so nice.. wanted to play president at t3 de but then in the end was too little people and i was about to leave and went to meet bao ling they all at town.. hmm was kind of pissed of lah.. suppose to be a pleasent shopping or gathering.. but someone just spoil my day lah.. or not my only.. sigh i wanna buy something lah.. i going be broke soon lah.. oh should i say that i already broke.. hehes:) hmm anyway today is kind of fun and bored day lah.. hmm should blog so of the photo for your people to see.. afterwalkover took some people at there! hmm hope ching can join us lor.. so exciting for next week lah.. i cant wait till next week lor.. hahas:) so exciting lah.. amy amy! imisshim:) wanted to watch little man.. but never watch it lah.. due to something happen! that i really veri piseed and just wasted my half day at town lor.. but i okay already.. not that angry anymore! hehes:) amy not that xiao qi de lah
chari.sus.ame at sajc! outside CHS lah!

we again! hahas:)

2006-09-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

hmm should blog a short want then.. cos i sleeply already.. hehes:) mostly went out today.. went for service early.. hehes :) but not alot of people was there so call susanna and went to her house.. so good of her.. she teach me guitar lor.. my finger is still painful.. then head down for service.. wasnt late.. and was doing duty today.. after service went to have dinner at the chicken rice place and then wanted to go t3 cube de.. but it was not open so we went to rena's new place to play president.. and learn a bit of guitar too.. joanna is learning too.. we got the saints the handphone stirpe for all the people.. hehes;) hmm i mean help you get.. but must pay us back lah.. hehes:) then after thanks ben for pastor ben for sending us home:) and thanks rena for the haribo.. oh ya i remind me of taking out from my bag if not.. i will not get to eat it.. cos ants will eat it up for me lor.. hehes:) anyway this is how i spend my day lah.. anyway i dun like____*( to bin) and i like him.. my fren you dunno de.. hehes:)

2006-09-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmm today never work.. just reach home.. wanted to go see doctor but i dunno how to go see doctor wor.. cos i was sick.. coughing badly so i deicided to went to meet wen to go out with her to find xiaoqiang they all cos i nv work and wen went to go find them so we went lor.. but then guess what he nv work we on mc today.. hehes;) ask him to come out he also dun want to come out.. sigh.. so decided to go sb there to look for our other fren.. hehes:) hehes even most of them not here.. but we still spend our time goodly.. woohoo~ we to eat mac with ah xiong and wen.. hehes:) then after that we talk talk.. hahas so fun lah.. and think ah siong is helping me to get the shirt i want.. and then i wanna cograt them for their promontion.. hehes:) i want drumbo the elephate toy from mac.. hope he will get for me!( like real he wont lah amy!) hehes:) i wanna go to malaysia with them.. but i got no money.. no yaun fen too.. hehes:) i apply for my school already.. if can then sch will be starting in oct.. i hope i nv made the wrong choice to apply now.. jealous. selfish.unreasonable that what amy are! hmm i talk to him online he nv reply de.. hahas:) i know that he like he mum alot.. so i dun blame him for that.. oaky lah admit that i still abit disappointed that i nv get to see him toda .. but also great that i nv see him if not i think i will be anyhow thinking.. hmm sigh sigh.. the monmilk auntie was so good lah.. sold so much.. i stand there also nv sold so much lor.. i miss him alots! should i miss him alot! hmm but what can i do nothing.. it been two week that i nv mesage him already.. soon i will be one month.. even the birthday is stil long but must start to think of what to get for him.. and her,her,him,him.. and all my fren for christams.. will made something if i have the time.. will try not to change my mind de.. hopefully i wont! woohoo~ i really veri tired today.. i love corn.. but today just no appetite to eat lah.. maybe not feeling well or watever lah.. or maybe i missed him.. hahas;) hopefully not too! wish that he will get me the toy! hehes:) but dun think he will too! sigh.. i was moody cos i think i really miss him alot alot lor.. i dun mind he education is not that good.. oh no why did i miss him alot alot? i need to wake up early tomorrow wor! if not i will be late for work really wish to stay longer online so that i can talk to him.. but that good that i tried and need to slp so that i can no need to think of him so much when i talk to him.. oh no! amy amy! you cant dun talk to him or messgae him you will miss him more! but if i do i will think alot of nonesense de... and anyway still think that i selfish and unreasonable and jealous.. if not i wont have to miss him that much already.. no chicken and cold drink for amy this week! hehes:) hopefully i remenber that no chicken and cold drink.. hehes:) hmm anyway think that all for today.. really did enjoy myself.. there one moment that i look outside the mac and i was thinking abt him lah.. but then it only awhile.. veri short while.. and i back to talking to them.. hehes:) i trying to talk to him hope he reply.. imissyou! nite people!

2006-09-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

hmm i reach home at like 7 plus today have dinner and come online.. hehes:) so tired.. anyway thanks those people that pray for me.. i recover from my voice liao.. hehes;P wow! i veri tired.. two there two people celebrating their birthday lor.. haiyo cake and cake.. hmm then today was okay lah.. work as usual they can drive me crazy but at the same time they are adorable lor.. hehes;) sigh.. i thinking abt him now lor.. still think that i unreasonable lor.. if i be more understanding then it wont happen.. haiyo amy arh amy! why you have to made thing happen till like that.. i already know that your are close.. think he told me before too that your are close.. so i not angry.. hehes:) i hope that i will be end of the month soon wor! i cant stop thinking abt him lei.. but i will try not to de.. amy amy you can de! i just too tired lah.. just hope that he will be there for me! amy! is impossible de.. hehes:p hate to think of what to buy for bithday wor.. thanks arh joel give me those stupid and lame idea.. those that are quite improssible for me de lah.. if i earn 5000 i wont mind but i dun wor.. i scared i made the wrong choice.. i really scared.. what am to get for him and her and him and her? help me think lah.. so diffcuilt lor.. hmm should really start thinking and plan already.. if not it will really be too late.. hmm i hope that sat and sunday faster come.. cos i wanna rest from work.. i not robot i cant work for long meh.. so jealous for her that he got him.. and so jealous that he got her.. hehes:) someone!.. lalalah.. joinoureverlastinglove.. oh ya i will load so photo today.. hehes:) i think that all for today lor.. i tired already.. wanna go sleep soon but i cant still got thing to do wor!
sam cutting hair for chloe..

sam cutting her hair again.. poor gal.. her hair mess up by him

keisha.. she so cute and preety lah..

keisha.aka shasha.. so pretty and cute lah.. love her lot!

2006-09-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

hahas:) finally i can come online already.. hmm what should i blog abt.. hmm as usual work and work.. sigh veri bored sia.. anyway i really sick lah.. no voice due to coughing.. and still the same stupid blog nose! haiyo.. hmm think time pass super fast lah.. i just wake up lor today after work meet mummy for dinner.. cos house nv cook! and after that took bus house.. reach home around 8.. wanted to come online but then my bro was using the com so nv lor.. then was veri thired to watch tv so just went to sleep.. and i wake up at 12+ then bath and come online.. hehes:) and finally i get to chat with sus! i espically love sus.fawn.chari.bingz.jo.. hehes:) there are just there for me if i really need someone to talk to.. hehes:) hope that time pass faster lah.. hmm still making decision.. haiyo why must there be so many decision.. why cant there just be only one choice.. hmm it going be two week that i nv message him.. he also lor nv have the heart de.. great that i made a rite choice i think.. i very long nv seee him already.. the last time i think is in somewhere june ba.. i really miss him alot alot lor.. wanna know if he miss me ma.. but dun think he will lah.. me to him is nothing.. some air that appear and disappear at time lah.. he heart is only mean for someone! once she or he is in your heart.. he/she will still be in you heart or mind de.. cos it hard to forget abt it cos i try it before too! i can admit that joel is still in my mind or my heart.. even i dun like him.. but then i will still care for him as fren.. think she more important than me in he heart.. of cos lah amy! sigh.. haiyo should i message him.. dun think so lah.. so late aready.. hmm everyday have to think of what to wear to work so sian lor.. i wanna get my contact lens.. finish already.. hohoho.. but then i will just be to lazy to wear to work wor.. oh no how what should i get for her birthday lei? haiyo.. sorry people for the bored entries cos it alway the same.. most of the time abt work.. oh no i die already i forget to do something before i go home.. haiyo amy amy why so careless! anyway night people! i going to sleep.. will blog tomorrow if i have the time to come online.. hehes;) got some photo to load tomorrow.. hehes:P

2006-09-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

hehehs:) i back home.. and i here to blog.. hmm today was late for service lah.. hahas:) hmm joel wasnt whole family was not here today so he nv go out we us today! think nothing really much to blog abt serive.. should blog abt after service.. hmm still the same too veri long to decided where to eat after service.. hehes:) and then finally we decided to eat pasta mania at plaza sing hmm after eating we went to______________ hmm sorry! got no mood to blog lah.. anyway i went art fren and crative hand today.. i love the place alot.. got alot of nice and cute thing to see.. everything is nice.. i wann buy.. but dunno buy it for what so nv buy lor.. hmm then if i got money or i rich i dun mind buying thing that nice and i dun need it.. cos it ex lah.. hmm then after went to causeway to meet my fren.. guess who i saw katherine! i miss her! hahas:) so long nv see her lah.. then talk to her while then went to meet my fren at library.. hehes after that we went to walk walk around.. hehes then when home lor.. that all for the day!

2006-09-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ today is a SATURDAY! hehes: ) so happy becos i can no need to work.. hmm today wake up at 11+ and come online to play game... till like 2+ then i when to cook lunch for me and my sis.. hehes: ) cos dun wanna spend money to go eat.. cos i going to be broke soon.. hehes: ) today went for service as usual lah.. hehes: ) and was late.. and hahas: ) and we have cell as usual lah.. share abt our week.. and everything lor.. then there this part i forget how we came to this part that rena mention that he think that people with the name joel and marcus is very naughty de.. hahas then susanna tell me... you see! hehes: ) and then during the dinner time u message sus to tell him that i agress with it too.. and rena wanna see my handphone.. i forget to close the message and pass her the phone.. and she saw the message and in the message sus did mention abt rena name.. so she ask what are we talking abt.. then i told her lor.. told her that i agress that those people with the name joel and marcus are naughty.. then she laugh.. hahas:) and guess what she say? i thot you like him.. i was shock that she know it lah.. then i told her that i no longer like him already.. hehes:) we are just good fren lah! hmm went to some prata place to eat prata lor.. not veri nice lah.. hehes: ) and after taht took pastor ben car to yishun to take mrt home cos they all going to tiffany house.. so i cannot go then went home lor.. hehes: ) then suppose to take one straight bus home.. but i dunno how come i tap the card and took mrt lor so stupid.. reach woodland still have to take bus.. if i took bus from yishun.. i just need to cross the road lor.. hmm i wanna update my photo on my phone to my com and see can load so in ma.. hehes: ) wanna load some photo of the kid photo here! they are cute lor.. hehes: ) here are some of the photo lah..

she just so cute lah! sammi with uniform:P

hahas:P michael the prince on the phone.. so cute too!

chloe! i love her!

we all miss you alots!

2006-09-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

hehes:) hmm today reach home super late also dunno why too? reach home at 8pm lor.. reach home for a while then mummy ask me to go out to have dinner since the house never cook and she need to buy something.. so just go lor.. hmm i very tired today work was okay lah.. anyway i broke.. just got my pay today.. 690+ and guess how much i left with? 102 lor.. i pay for pay like 500 plus lor.. see my money how spend oh bill... sigh..thanks God that tomorrow is saturady hehes: ) i can rest and mean tomorrow is off day lei.. hehes: ) hmm people i need alot of prayer lei.. ask me what it is abt lah.. if i cares to share with you lor.. hahas today tanya so cute lah.. want me to carry.. hehes:) i love them all the kids.. hehes ;) i just got no heart! hmm i really
hope that i wil get back to be he child.. hmm anyway time pass really veri fast lei.. cant believe that it septemer already.. sigh sorry for sighing.. hehes:) but why must i have so many thing to fan abt lei.. i wanna be a person just simply and with no fan nao.. just lead a happy life.. but i cant.. there so how somewhere in life there must be things to be fan abt de.. why? hmm anyway i miss fawn lah.. hehes :) 67 more day to her return lei.. be right back to blog..

2006-09-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

hehes: ) i back to blogging again.. hehes:) i pissed off with the ite hotline lah.. made me waited for 1hour and no people are availble lor.. sigh.. hehes today work was okay.. veri veri tired.. more kids liao.. and they are those veri naughty kind de... almost drive me to madness.. but i still love them then are really adorable.. i love them.. even though they are naughty at time.. but they can be cuties at time too.. hmm should i continue to study too? hmm i wanna earn more money.. then should i continue to study... but i dunno lah.. i really veri fan lah.. should i go and work or go school.. sigh i dunno lah.. hmm dun have the mood to blog.. just veri fan.. fan alot of thing lah.. why must things happen to me! hehes:) anyway should i be happy or not.. i dunno lah.. happy and unhappy amy! cant tell her own emotion lah.. amy loveee jo cos jo loveee amy too! (as friend lah dun think wrong :P) hmm i wanna watch little man.. but who wanna go watch too? hehes :) hope that it sat and sun again cos i got to rest again.. hehes it off day again woohoo~ hmm i really veri tired and going to be sick already.. soon still having coughing and blocked nose.. hmm the and having headach too! i dieing soon.. hehes: ) i really wish to sch back to sch to study.. i miss all my fren and teacher wor..hmm waht should i wear tomorrow lei ? what to wear to work.. hmm later need to go and think of what to wear and found it out first.. hmm hope that i would be late tomorrow for work lah.. hehes: ) hmm anyway nothing really much to blog liao.. i going to bath and sleep soon.. mummy will be back tomorrow.. hahas:) i wanna talk to her and ask her how it is.. hehes:) hope she enjoy herself.. hmm i just hope that i got more money lah.. hehes update tomorrow if i got the time and if i not tired lah.. so excited that we are moving back to CHS already.. yea! :D lalalas.. amy amy.. smilez and dun thinks much just pray and left it to God!

2006-09-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

hehes :) kind of just come back from work.. today wosk was tired.. the group is getting bigger soon.. two nwe kids coming in so i think the afternoon class is getting bigger liao.. from 22-24.. and this few day have to work ot.. cos of new kids lah.. hmm today as usual the two twins cry again.. but is usual lah.. hmm then today went back at 6 lah.. hmm i just relise that i cant live without mummy cos.. no people cook dinner.. but thanks God that daddy today nv work atay at home and cook dinner for us.. but was happy that mummy wasnt at home to nag at me.. and that i can have alot of freedom.. i can online for long.. go out till late.. and just do alot of thing lah.. but you need money de.. sian pay havent come yet.. hehes: ) i was tired.. wanna go sleep soon.. hmm finally tomorrow is wednesday liao.. time passed really veri fast lei..hehes :) i not the one that bath them this week lei.. so happy if not i will be super tired lah.. anyway i think my nose is getting better.. i wanna go creative hand and i wanna go ps lah.. hmm mummy come back home soon.. anyway i veri full.. daddy cook the portion of my dinner is alot lah.. i cannot finish lah.. but thanks to my sis that she help me eat some.. hahas finally my house got people wanna eat chocolate liao.. hahas droste.. the 60 pcs de.. and still left with like 40.. i nv eat it lah.. someone at home eat it de.. hehes: ) and cadbury dairymilk peppermint lah.. and two long bar of toblerone chocolate lah.. hmm and today mrs tee bought subway sandwhich and ask me to share with mrs lee.. but i dun eat.. cos the bread is hard.. i dun like hard hard food lah.. hmm hahas: ) i wanna change shampoo.. the shampoo is not good de.. oh no i got like 500 plus of bill need to pay when my pay is here lah.. sigh anyway got to go liao.. nothing really much to blog already.. hehes:) lalala amy! stop dreaming is impossible de lah.. stop! stop! stop! okay amy! hehes:) miss ya.. oh no i cant! love ya.. i cant too! amy!amy!amy!

2006-09-04T19:36:00.000+08:00

hmm just come back from work.. oh no i think i getting worse each day.. blocked nose is getting worse and having headach now.. hmm see him online and dunno should i talk to him or not lei.. i wanna talk to him.. hmm i canot control( sorry amy) i talk to him lor.. hmm two work was tired.. three new kids come at the same time.. and they are all two year old lor.. that mean that afternoon got 21 kids now.. oh no that really alot.. hmm hahas: ) i just cant rmb the guy name.. and for the two new twin gal i also cannot rmb too.. natanya.. nakisha.. i think so they are twins lor.. so cute! hmm they look pretty too.. hahas: ) today michael's mum came and give us chocolate for teacher's day lor.. oh no i hate chocolate lor... hehes: ) and laura's mummy brought us samll cake and muffin too.. hahas i over anyway! my nose really cannot take it lor.. i wanna cut away my nose if i can.. hahas:) hmm i really wanna talk to him.. (amy! you cannot must control or else you really cannot forget him de..) i still feel very sorry that i unreasonable!( why must amy be jealous! if she nv think nothing will have happen liao.. and if she more understanding and thing will not happen till like this) amy! amy! you are bad gal... why cant you be understanding and reasonable? i wanna go creative hand and popular.. this few day it just that i too lazy to go cos veri tired.. i wanna go sleep too.. oh no i cant be late for work tomorrow.. hmm today there new teachers! havent really been working with her yet! oh and chloe is naughty gal today.. keep showing temper or bullying me.. yet i so love her.. hehes:) too bad they just dun scared of me cos i not firece enough.. i not firece anyway! cos amy got nice heart to kids.. and they are adorable lor.. hehes :) ya i not pretty and chio enough lor.. or i not caring, smart or whatever! hmm i tired i wanna go sleep liao.. wake up then continue to blog..

2006-09-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

hehes: ) i here! hmm today when to service wasnt late cos i keep thinking that it start at 9lor i reach at 9.15wor.. that we early.. hmm then waited for sus there... and after when in for service.. hmm today he never come.. he should be tagging along with us de but then he nv come.. nvm cos he got he reason.. and the reason is vaild i think so.. hehes:) hmm thanks rena for the notebook and the qt mential.. thanks.. hmm service today was okay lah.. hmm then went to ps(plaza sing) to have lunch cos josh need to buy something from sportlight.. and cos we only can go somewhere near to have lunch cos they need to go back for something.. as usaul took veri long to decided where to eat.. hmm same way of decideding.. orange. banana. apple.. hahas:) and final decision was made that we go eat mos burger.. then so we went to eat and hmm as usaul and was crazy and with all her crab.. cos just moody but i just wanna be happy.. hehes :) hmm after lunch went to sportlight walk walk.. hmm so many nice thing inside lor.. i wanan go creative hand.. hehes:) hmm i would regret de.. hahas :) i hungry! tomorrow back to work.. kids will sometime drive you crazy but sometime they will made you laguh too.. hugz! hope wednesday faster come.. someone or anything made my day better ? hmm anyway come back to blog later.. going to have dinner liao.. i back from dinner liao.. hmm i think i shuold go play badminton later with my sis.. or should i go out with mummy! sigh.. i want both but no time.. work work work... sian why must work! i want to study.. hehes:) lalalas.. hmm got to go out liao..
you're the one that love most.
you're the one and that brighten up my day.
you're the one that care for me.
you're just my everything.
but why can loving you be as sweet as anything?

2006-09-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

hmm hahas thanks people.. i better now.. wow! so happy that i did not have to wake up early today.. slept till 12pm.. then come online.. talk to her.. and then went back to sleep till like 2plus lor.. my huyu pinyin will improve soon.. but i will try to be happy! why this few day alot of things happen.. sigh i broke.. and i sick too.. cough.blocked nose.. hmm i have to declear that i would like ______. cos what the point! i just wasting my own time.. i should start using my phone lesser.. cos my bill is veri expansive wor! hmm sorry for blocking you today.. cos was moody and didnt wish to talk to you.. hmm really bless you and hope that you find one nice gal.. and if you really treat her well... and to the gal if he have! dun bully him okay.. and to you also dun bully the gal.. but we will still be fren de.. i did this decision cos i know that since i have not been talking or seeing you for long.. and the feeling for you is getting lesser each day.. but really i need the time to forget.. hmm will not message you for time been just to forget the feeling for you.. i will message you when it time.. and everything that i made decision hope that you will agress with it.. and let me carry out the decision that i made.. promise you that we are still fren.. hmm joel will tag along with us tomorrow for lunch.. hahas:) finally! we all waited for so long that he will go out with us.. i dun wanna be hurt.. even you are hard to be replaced but.. i sitll have to let go and forget.. i know it take time will be sad that the decision made.. but i still have to if not the one that will be hurt will be me! hmm later going out with mummy they all.. will you forgive me ? it hard but no choice i still have to stick with the decision if not i will just get more hurt.. and for friendship i will not to be stanger kind.. hopfully not.. but guess will.. hey i surprise that one of my fren online that i nv talk to.. ask me am i okay! past is evil for me.. tomorrow wil lbe bright new day for me.. hmm hope that i can lost my memory.. i trying.. i sad but what can i do? nothing.. why must you lie to me.. ( amy got no right to know so much) .. i wanna scream and cry out loud.. why? why must it be at this time? sorry! i admit that i jealous too! okay! but who on earth whould get jealous! dunno lah.. i hungry.. but got mood to eat.. and just to lazy.. i not seem to be happy or strong but inside me i not!

2006-09-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS!
hahas:) hmm should blog for yesterday first.. hmm yesterday was okay lah.. celebrated teacher's day in school.. first time receive gift from kids.. i always give present to teacher's de.. but nv received before.. hahas so fun lah.. even is a card that is plain and wrote my name inside and some message i really really veri happy already.. thanks ppl.. i having cough and blocked nose now.. hahas i never bring that big bag on purpose de.. after work i went to j8 with zhen yuan.. suppose to watch movie de.. but stupid me went to change my mind not to go lor.. stupid me.. should have go.. so weird lah.. have dinner at j8.. was pissed off with the noodles uncle.. he attitude lor.. okay lah admit that i choosey to food.. but then you should not show me this kind of attitude ma.. by the way i your customer lei.. after dinner and walk walk at j8 for a while.. i sick and tired of that shopping centre lah.. almost everyday will go de.. so decided not to go there to shop.. so went to causeway to walk walk saw our fren and he fren there lor.. and we just walk for a while in causeway onli.. then was tired so i decided to go home.. and was waiting for the bus this little guy came out to me and ask if i have two fifty cents to give him to take transport.. hmm so i look inside my wallent and i only have one.. and zhen yuan give him the other want.. dunno izzit true or not lah.. anyway if not then just bless the person lor.. so reach home watch tv and bath and everything.. was tired ao slept early lor.. hmm then my fren measage me to ask if i wanna go watch movie today then i say what time he say 11am i like cannot cos i sure slept till veri late de.. hehes:) i pig:) pig is cute lor.. but too bad is not green de.. hehes :) so wake up online and then come online and saw he online but is not him lah.. and just no words to say abt it.. i hate pretender.. it is true i dunno.. why must you do this? just tell i will sure tell you de.. i hate people to lie to me.. can you stop using he account.. today so bored stay at home and do nothing.. wasted one of my day.. oh ya i wasted a pair of movie ticket too.. cannot go and watch.. dunno lah.. dunno what made my day moody.. hahas i hungry but just to lazy to cook.. i miss you! and i love you too! i not evil okay.. just ask him not to help you cos nothing to say ma.. hahas:) oh no going to lose my voice soon.. i better liao.. =) smilez! hehes:) i 80 and he 90.. hahas: ) i also want he password for the msn de.. if i got i will be veri happy liao.. should i believe it.. hmm just dun care! i really dunno lah.. sigh.. anyway that all for what will happen today lah.. should i? still thinking.. amy! amy! amy! stop thinking lah.. just dun care so much abt what has happen lei.. just be happy amy! smilez amy! lalalas:) be strong amy! just left it aside first! :)

2006-08-31T00:13:00.000+08:00

today was okay as usual went to work.. hahas i finally rain.. and the wheather is so nice to sleep lah.. hahas i reach home today and have sleep untill like 1040 then wake up..and then called so people to made arrangement for tml.. but end up no arrange is made.. hmm but the thunder scared so of the children and some of them cry too.. mrs tee is back tomorrow... miss her.. and there two new kids coming in also on the sept.. they are in my class lor.. the playground class is getting bigger lah.. and today there are some nice parent that they brought bao and make agar agar for us.. and i got this ginger bread man cookies for my teacher day gift.. hahas :) first time in live i receive it.. hahas: ) oh ya hey ppl if you did message me i cannot reply due to my later payment of bills but still will reply using other no de.. sorry.. i miss going sentosa lah.. i wanna go sentosa with them on friday.. but then i dun really know them well.. oh no.. tomorrow going movie with zhen yuan i think.. cos we all not going back to school.. sorry people that i my fault that i took the time uncorrectly.. but only that time they dun really need me ma.. hahas was thinking of what to get him for bithday sia.. even is still long.. but still have to start thinking ma.. not shirt again i think.. hopefully not.. cos i get him shirt before liao.. hahas wenting so good to have the birhtday after him lah.. i also want.. hahas: ) but too bad my is so far away from him lor.. hmm i also miss going chalet too! miss camp too.. oversea camp.. so fun lor.. oh ya i wanna him to help me get something.. but dunno will i get the design i want ma lei.. hahas the short so nice lah.. hehes:) but hopefully he know where to get.. hohoho.. happy teacher day to all my teacher.. if anyone going back help me wish them.. got to go sleep liao.. or else tml cannot wake up for work wor.. night people.. miss ya: )

2006-08-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

hahas today was as usually tired.. hahas: ) and most of the thing i doing it today.. hahas: ) reach home at 6.40 ithink then i slack till 6.50 then decided to cook my own dinner.. maggie mee.. when i wanted to cook my mum call and ask if i wanna go out for dinner ma.. then i say hahas yap i was almost cook liao.. hmm went out for dinner till like 9.15 then come online.. the main purpose of me coming online is too see if he online ma.. but then he not online.. disappointed.. went to buy rubber band.. hehes :) hmm sept is coming liao.. hahas: ) oh no i still have my afternoon nap yet lor.. should be sleeping de but then how to.. my nose is pain.. i'm not in a good mood today.. sigh.. i miss him.. hmm hahas i miss sch really i miss school alot alots... hmm actually nothing really much to blog cos i dunno what to blog liao.. just all this for today.. oh ya i wanna open uob bank.. but i need to same of money lei.. i still wanna learn driving too.. hahas can i get a car? hmm anyway i just stop here liao.. hahas:) anyway miss ya.. hope tomorrow will be a fine day for me.. hehes:) night people..

2006-08-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmm should blog abt yesterday first.. hmm yesterday was okay lah.. went to east coast with the youth.. have teasure hunt game.. was group with. sus.daren.joanna.stephen.. hahas we won.. lalala: ) went there And took so photo with clari.garce. sus.. hahas but not much lah.. play president game.. hahas i president twice hahas: ) but i veri slow in the game lah.. but great that i got great card.. hehe: ) then play so board game.. i really dunno how to play so wordy lor.. haha: ) hehes then went to bishan jucntion 8 to have dinner..actually wanted to have sushi for dinner de.. but the q want long and so we decided to go pasta mania for dinner lor.. hehes: ) josh.gab.stephen.joanna.sus.chari.me dinner @ j8... after that share cab home with chari and josh.. hmm reach home super tired so slept early.. oh no forget to look at the sky yesterday night lor sian.. hmm today wasnt late for service cos i wake up early.. but too bad that when i reach it was rainning so walk in the rain.. then reach church very cold so waited outside.. and hahas :) so happy that we are moving back to CHS soon! hahas : ) hmm anyway is dark purple shirt not brown! hahas : ) so sus would like to date him.. hahas: ) i wanna go out with him.. hahas :) and today was super too! reach home i sleep: ) and then wake up and have dinner and come online to blog.. finally it rain! the wheather is killing me lah.. i mean rain that is rain and not drizzling.. hahas : ) then i'm nice okay! hmm today was really bored at home.. hmm hope that tomorrow will be a nice working day for me.. am i jealous? i not! should i give up? should i ? should i give up on something that is study.him( not joel) sigh.. i wanna go bath already.. i got nothing to blog liao.. hahas :) night people: ) i miss him: )

2006-08-25T22:16:00.002+08:00

hahas just wake up from sleep today super tired.. hahas think i getting older each day or the kids just getting fatter each day.. cos same of them are really heavy for me to carry them lah.. hahas:) finally tomorrow is WEEKEND. that mean that is my off day! hehes:D today the kids was okay lah.. hmm i was touch that that mrs tee and mrs ram was helping me.. and see the thing that i done.. hahas thanks your really much.. hmm but think mrs lee and mdm koh is also okay too! hahas reach home at 7+ then went to sleep then after that guo chang called at 8+ to ask if i wanna go for movie ma.. then i say i was abt to sleep then i veri tired not going.. then he say it okay lor.. hahas:) tomorrow going east coast hope that i will be fun just for my to relax myself from work.. hopefully i can wake up lah.. think this year will be my first celebrating teacher day as teacher hahas:) and yah wen is so weird lor ask me for home address.. and say got things to send me.. wonder what it is.. and ask my did i jio him out ? hahas i try alot of time but he will always say not free.. but nvm i understand it.. ohya congrat to those poly student that have just finish their exam.. yeah! hahas :) is going to be sept soon lei.. time pass fast wor! hahas:) hmm still thinking should i continue to studying or should i go for some other thing instead of ite? i really miss school.. miss wearing the uniform.. miss the teacher.. miss my fren.. miss the class.. miss walking to sch.. hahas :) in other words just MISS everything lor:) hmm still thinking.. time really pass fast wor! later need to pack my bag for the outing tml wor.. sorry cai that i really tired to join you for lunch wor! oh ya more new kids coming in liao wor! hahas: ) and that me that i more tiring.. is easy to take care of one.. but not easy to take care of more then one.. really need alot of strength.. having big eyes is useful in teaching.. cos they will scared of you when you just look at them.. miss elijah.. hahas i first time really experince sitting in front of the class and teach them how to sing.. hahas i really cannot lah.. but that got mrs ram helping me to get the class to start singing.. hmm hahas should i wear contact lens tomorrow? dun think so lah.. hehes :D anyway think that all for today.. ohya dun worry you did your best in the exam already.. no dist but there a ma.. try not to be careless the next exam lor.. dun be sad :( cheer up:) smilez! :D lalalala..

2006-08-25T22:16:00.001+08:00

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2006-08-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

hahas:) so HAPPY! cos i change my template then dun how come the entries only one can view once.. and i spent alots of time to edit edit to see what when wrong it the end I MADE IT .. hahaha:D see i so smart.. hahas not really lah.. hahas: ) and the tag box keep having problem too.. but in the end haha all are done.. hmm today woak was okay.. still the same very tired today too.. cos i have to bath the kids and i not bathing just one kid but is 30 of them lor.. hahas:) hmm still thinking of should i go for the moving tomorrow... hmm hahas :) oh no i found out something lah.. why? hahas:) sad sad :( that he yesterday nv reply to my message lah.. hahas still the same i slept at like 2plus and wake up at veri early for work today.. haha:) hmm anyway i need to got for dinner first.. coming back to blog again later.. BACK hahas love the macaroni that my dad cook lah.. so yummy :).. oh no.. i should start saving money already.. and it those that save already cannot take it out de.. hahas:)hmm anyone have idea of how to save money.. OMG was chatting with my fren on msn and something come to my mind.. should i give up.. hahas:) think he only treat me as fren only wor.. not more then that: ) or maybe i also dunno too! hmm but wait.. but i cant bare to forget him and dun love him.. i really love him lei.. hmm but what the point of liking someone and then he dun like you.. and you just been STUPID and waste of your owe time! stop that.. but i cant bare to.. he never be replaced by any other people lei:)..

something for you!

i wrote your name on the sand, but the waves washed it away.

i wrote your name on the skies,but the wind blew it away.

i wrote your name in the fire, but the heat mealted it away.

i wrote your name in my heart, and that where it will stay and your name will never be destroy.

and if you're asking did i love you? and the answer is yes! i really do.

and if you're asking did i care for you? and the answer is yes! i alway do.

and if you're asking will i forget you? and the answer is no i have kept your name in my heart.

and if you're asking did i dream of you? and the answer is i do dream of you everynight.

and if you're asking will you be replaced? and the answer is no! you would be replaced!

i wanna let you know that i want to be that something SPECIAL in your heart,that would alway be there woth you in good or bad becos I LOVE YOU!

sigh.. hahas:) i will alway treasure him... anyway that all i just wanna take abt today.. hmm low moral now.. :( take care people!

2006-08-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahas:) haiyo today almost late for work so took a cab to work.. guess what early lah.. hahas:) hmm really veri sorry! guo chang for not going movie with you.. cos you told me at the veri last min and i super tired lah.. hahas :) the stupid blogskins wasted alot of time.. keep cannot view de darm pissed off with it..hahas: )today work was okay lah.. haha:) just that is veri tried to bath the kids.. and oh no i got this free movie marathon double pass to walk on teacher day lor.. hahas and dunno should i go and going with who? and it start at 11 pm lah so late... hmm hahas so happy that joel can go out with us after he exam over! yeah! :D lalalala.. hahas oh no this week is movie day sia.. ytd just watch movie and fri watching it again.. and the next fri watch movie AGAIN.. but nvm this friday will be guo chang treating it so it okay lor hehes:) at least i no need to pay.. cos i BROKE! hahas:) hahas this sat EAST COAST! cant wait for it.. cos i missed going there to play.. hehes: ) and i cant wait till 5 sept lah cos i CAN ______! hahas: ) due to some reason hahas :) sianz tomorrow still got to work.. today linda message me hahas: ) surprise that she still remenber me lor.. hehes:) but great that she still remenber me! or else she eill be DEAD! HEHEHE:D cos i so good to her lor.. oh ya need to drink more water too! getting sick soon.. veri long never drink water already.. hehes:) i love the green blogskins that i found ytd but then the post veri hard to read cos the font size veri SMALL cannot change de.. sad sad :(
hahas:) just missed laughing but nothign made me really laugh.. hehes:) hope that the blog will be okay soon.. or else i will need to change the skins AGAIN.. that will took alot of my time AGAIN! hahas:) going nothing to blog liao.. anyway just wanna say that you cannot be replaced.. miss ya! must sleep early tonight slept at 3am ytd lor.. and only slept for few hours! i wanna a COLD drink now! cos the wheather is SUPER HOT lah.. hehehehes :) nite! :D SMILE!

2006-08-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i really veri long never update liao.. was super tired and lot of thing happy.. hmm when yo watch celeste's school musical.. it was great.. ''a bright new world" it so touching lor.. and the history of the school and what the believe is is really wonderful... i saw mrs wong bee ting there.. she used to be my social studies teacher for sec 1 but now she transfer to fmss already sad sad : (.. hahas today was okay lah.. never go work.. cos not feeling well.. hmm went to school today.. wanted to visit fren but not enough time.. sorry people.. when out to tiong bahru with jiayi and some of her classmate that i dunno but i know them today veri weird cos i dunno them then they all talk the thing that i dunno too! went to watch movie at golden village the movie was lame lah.. ''an american haunting" hall6,22 aug2006, 14h10 p14 price 7 hahas: ) all detail is given.. hahas : ) have long john for lunch.. so long nv eat long john already... hmm the most disappoint thing was the first thing i saw the student councillor.. i was so disappointing lor.. oh no cant believe it sia.. the gal wear veri veri short skirt.. why can a councillor wear a so called mini skirt? how to set good example sia.. and the exco never do work de.. they should do spot check lor.. think the old president for my badge is better lah.. 1000 million better and the behaviour is also better lor.. sigh what a disgrace to it sia.. and just dun dare to tell the gal stop disgrace councillor lor.. seen you want then pls take out the badge after school lor.. so no ppl will know that you are councillor.. if i the presodent she will be dead sia.. hahas : ) i really miss school sia.. hmm hahas i waited online for him but never see him so sad : (.. but at least i meaage him he still reply to it.. hahas : ) i miss him.. ****** tonight go to see early so that i can wake up on time to reach work.. oh ya hahas so happy that i found my ez link card.. but sad thing is that i wasted 15 dollar again just to get one new ez link card and now i got two lor.. happy for cai that she found her wallent.. and all the thing is still there even the cash too! what a nice people.. really thank the honest people lor.. anyway miss ya.. hahas: ) just here to declear something too! i dun like him **** already... cos she got pei pei and they are really happy! thanks God for her pei pei.. :)

20th fop

2006-08-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

hmm no mood to blog.. hmm just a fast want.. hmm went for fop after work.. super tired... q was veri long.. and alot of ppl keep cutting q lor.. and waited for like 45min to get in.. and the fop today was okay lah.. think last yr better. this yr band i dunno and i dunno most of the song too! hmm moody. tired. sick.hungry. haiyo sigh he today nv go with us i knew it lor.. expected that 80percent he would come along.. but okay lah.. went for the fop untill 9 then left liao.. cos super tired.. just no mood to blog..

2006-08-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

hmm what should i say about today.. hmm today was tired lor.. hahas :) even today i no need to bath the childrens but still tired.. erm today is doctor siew last day at the centre.. so we give her farewell party.. hmm then all the teacher was there.. hahas :) hmm have suppose to have lunch at 1.30 but then they got meet one of the child parent.. so we have to wait.. all of us is almost dying lor.. wait for so long then can have lunch.. hmm and elijah is leaving soon so sad.. he leaving on friday.. and aunty agnes is leaving the centre too.. hmm i think today was okay lah.. have dinner with mummy.. and after that came home.. hahas today leave the work place very late.. leave at like 5.45 lei.. cos just cant bare to leave those aborable kids.. hmm hope that he can come and fetch me after work.. hahas: ) either one.. hmm this friday fop.. hope he can go with us for fop.. hehes :) hmm so bored.. brb watching tv now.. hahas back again.. hmm then hopefully tomorrow will not have so many kids.. today the grp will small.. hmm hahas talk to fawn today online she hahas:) erm hopefully i can get my paid asap.. cos going to broke liao.. sigh.. hmm i got nothing to do now.. hmm should i go and find him tml.. brb watch tv again.. hahas back again.. hmm hope that i free tml.. hehes:) i bored nothing to blog liao.. hmm think i later calling cai and ask her to acc me to go find him if she free tml.. lalala :)

2006-07-31T00:39:00.000+08:00

hmm wow! i nv blog for like one month lei.. today wasnt late for service but was super early lor.. hmm saw him today and did not say much just that he hi me.. hahas so happy that he hi me lor.. hmm but sad thing is that he like pei pei lor.. and pei pei like him too! :( hmm i have been busy working and i was tired with the new job now.. even it me relax but then still tired lei.. why are they giving me so many trouble.. hmm now was thinking should i take o lvl... and do my best to go poly.. hmm but it will be hard for me cos i like nv take o lvl sci before lei and for my math foe n lvl already fail and expect me to do olvl math.. hmm no confident.. but it is a better way for me.. can i really pass.. hmm scared that i cannot and i will waste the money and waste the time too.. hmm should i take? hahas fop is coming lor.. so fast.. hmm tml still got to work.. regret introing the job to her sia.. dunno why too.. hmm thinking.. opp ya went to have lunch at the chicken rice there then went to ps to get ben present.. and after that i went to a paragon to find my sis.. hahas i made three card today.. and i got on nice marker too! :) after that wait till she finish her work then go home together.. and actually wanted to watch movie de but then no more tickets already.. so we went to buy things that she need and after that head home.. today was super tired sia.. oh no i saw he msn nick that he he put.. i love pei pei.. nvm.. anyway i called him today and ask him should i take olvl.. he say dunno lei.. up to me.. and but then he say is better to take.. hahas :) he off tml lor so good.. anyway got to go slp liao.. will try to update more often.. night ppl.. gd morning too! hey just wanna say that you are the one that i really love most.. hmm just wanna tell you that i still love you.. why is loving you that hurt.. it suppose to be a happiest things in the world lor.. but why cant i love you and yet be happy at the same time.. and why must there be sadness? lovin you.. and missing you..

nothing to say!

2006-06-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

i just got nothing to say! hmm actually i got but just dun have the mood of blogging it lah.. so tired.. nite ppl.. sorry!

2006-06-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

happy 18th birhtday birthday to joshua!

hehes:) shall blog a first want before i go to sleep.hmm today nothing really interest happen just that i love win.. she my new fren.. older then me just know her recently.. she very nice.. very funny too.. hmm hahas xiao long bao is nice lor hehes :) oh ya me and zhen yuan share money to buy carine adidas bag.. anyway we have discount.. so after all it cos us only 14 dollar per people cos it those samll small de.. hmm hahas cant wait till... cos hmm those are the HAPPY things that i ahve been waiting for since long long time ago.. and it finally coming the way yeah:) hehes:)

15june- return of fawn! hehes so happy:)
15june-payday:)
15june-offday too:) so happy finally can off liao..
16june- offically last day of work

17june-carine's birthday celebration:)
19june- start work at ywca:)
20june- return of charissa! happy

hmm anyway just all this coming up event on the calendar that i waiting for! hehes :) and it coming soon.. hmm i tired need to go and sleep already nite ppl.. will continue to update more! hehes:) miss ya..

yesterday!

2006-06-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

hey! i finally back liao.. erm today nothing interesting have happen.. just the same as normal lor.. time have been recently very busy to me.. work! work! work! ...cos of the great singapore sales! and guess what i need to work till 11pm tomorrow cos of the stupid great sales.. hmm today was pissed off with the m1 service... when to ywca for interview today.. and dunno that i was a christian childcare centre.. till i went there then i know.. the interview was scary lah.. cos think it my first time to this kind of job lor nad this kid of job interview too.. eg. like the question they ask is totally different form those retail line.. and i just scared to answer things that they asked me.. scared that i dunno how to answer.. sigh need to go for body checked out.. hahs i scared of blood test! and the principle mrs au took me to walk around and look at the kids there the kids in at ywca was adorable and cute.. they was asleep at that time after that talk to cindy awhile before i head to work .. and was was done at the interview was all filling in the form and everything lor.. hmm hahas :) anyway i try my veri best to find the ywca place cos i not veri good at bishan eastate then it my first time there.. and i manage to find it! smartiest amy! hmm tomorrow still got to work.. and tomorrow service will be veri little people i think cos chari is away for holiday... sus will be away for school mission trip too! and bingz is going into army liao.. sad sad why are your people going away at the same time? hmm then was working with yiwen today.. was fun lah.. hehes :) why did i reply to he message.. i should not reply to the message lor.. hmm but what is done cannot be undone.. sigh.. hmm i tired liao.. need to go and sleep.. nite.. will keep those who need prayer in pray de..

happy!

2006-06-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

finally back to blogging liao.. hmm recently was super tired lah.. cos of working..hmm then anyway will resign on the 18june or maybe earlier.. hmm today was super late for service lah... stand outside and did not want to come in cos was sermon time.. saw him.. and he was like wow so late! then i was like mmm erm ya.. then he ask why did i want to go in? then i say cos i was late.. and will go in later.. hmm then went in with john.. hehes :) sit with carissa fan and cindy... today went to have lunch at pastamania and then need to go work sian! hmm then went to work.. and saw some of my customer yesterday and other day de lor... fault so bad that i didnt join chari and gab to pei shao bin as he going in to the army soon.. and su will be away for camp.. and hope chari dun go anywhere.. till fawn come back.. cos if not i will be alone lor.. oh ya the cd with green envelope... it's by chance.. hmm so chance-zy hahas dun ask me what that word it just come to my mind.. think i will not have the time to watch the show lah.. busy working cos of the stupid great singapore sales! hope that i end soon.. and ya most likely will be going to work at the childcare that cindy work now.. and myabe taking over her too.. and hmm hope that i can cope with the new job and new enviroment.. it my first doing it.. scared that i cannot do it! hehes :) finally i off tomorrow and sian.. need to sleep early tonight cos tomorrow haave to wake up early... i need to sleep early cos that i ahve been sleep late the past few days lah.. hehes :) talk to cai during my break time on phone.. cos was tired and cannot find a nice and quite place to have a nap.. so she called and talk to her lor.. hehes today was okay lah not veri tired after work.. hmm anyway got to go find cai tomorrow.. and ya jojo have cut bota liao.. so ugly lah.. all thanks! to my sister idea.. i like the old jojo.. need to sleep early liao.. missya..

010605

2006-06-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

hahas it finally june liao.. hmm i so long neverblog already.. was so busy with work lor.. hmm i wanna change jobs just dun like the job that i in now.. hmm sad.. hehes:) hmm shall blog for yesterday.. hmm yesterday was finally my off day! when to ten mile junction to find xiao cai.. hmm guess what i know this guy for one day and she like veri close to me lah.. weird.. hmm then after that when to meet ching to have lunch with here at suki today.. hehes took some photo hehes :) then after that we went to took neo print lor.. and xiao cai and xue ling came to find us and they wanted to take neo print again.. hehes:) then after that walk around the shopping centre for awhile then go back to cai work place.. hmm then went to ten mile while they slack and play around there and i was busy talking on phone lei.. after that went to cai house to collect my things.. and she pay my cab fare cos it was here fault that she never bring and i need it tomorrow.. and so have to acc her back home to collect.. hmm then after that went home and come online.. butter yaki hotate hahas what ching say abt this fat fat de.. so funny lah.. oh ya today i finally laugh after so long i never long cos xue ling made me laugh like mad in the public and poor cai have to stop my lauging... and then she ask xueling not to made me lauge cos it hard to make me stop.. hehes :) hmm then tako yaki the lemon grass.. ahaha today was just so funny day lor... hehes anyway so tired lah.. going to sleep now liao..

happy.sad.confuse.hopefully.

2006-05-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmm today was late for service cos slept veri late then wake up veri early.. hehes :) he wasnt here for service today.. sad sad.. hmm didnt go anywhere after service tiday cos was rainning anf we cant play basketball so we did not go lor.. went to mac to have lunch there.. after that we decided to go home lor... so took pastor ben car home.. hmm reach home first thing was online.. expecting to see him online.. hehes i di see him online and talk to him for veri long too.. hmm found out that he have crush on one of he classmate lor.. and hmm thanks him for letting me know so much really it a veri nice talking to him online and found out alot of that i dun know too! hehes after also tell to some of my ite classmate online.. this is the only time i can see them cos the rest of the time they in school or i at work.. really veri nice to come home early today lor.. hmm i wanna change job.. cos not happy with the job now.. dun ask why.. the people there are just so bias toward me and my other fren.. why cant they just be fair? hmm then after talking to my fren i was veri tired so when to have some nap slept till 8.30 then my sis wake me up and ask me to accompany her to causeway point to get something.. since i nee to go there to top up my ezl ink so i go with her lor.. after went back home for dinner.. and here i come.. hehes online! yeah! so long nv blog liao.. veri tired this few day cos of work.. sigh can singapore great sales faster end! hmm he going to pass the vcd to me next week.. and he on duty next week too! hehes:) talk to him abtalot of lame stuff lah.. like why you steal my sheep.. hehes :) is lame cos i bored and nothing to do.. hmm tomorrow have to work again.. should i reach early.. if i can lah.. hmm just 3 more day to june! hmm today also talk to fawn.. hehes:) hmm talking to cai now.. hahas:) hmm hahas i miss him.. hahas veri sad to found that he like other gal.. anyway gtg..

sad.confuse.happy.crying..

2006-05-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

hmm today was okay lah.. business wasnt veri good.. have dinner break together with yiwen and mei mei.. dun like to have dinner with mei mei lah.. she got so many thing to say lor.. was very happy to have lunch with her lah have dinner at lucky plaza lor.. after that went to paragon to buy present since we alot of people so bought my fren one nike jacket.. so nice lah.. i like it! hmm and i buy a white and green nike shirt that i like hehes! call him to get the discount.. and the staff at paragon was____ lah.. and the shirt is nice to wear lor.. hehes and after that today what mei mei say to me was hurting and it made me feel like changing job lor.. hmm confuse should i change? look for one now.. or should i go and work for shawn.. but sat and sun will be gone lah.. but it easy job lei.. thanks jian for you message.. even you did not cheer me up :( but still think that you message me at the rite time lor.. hmm why is they so unfair de.. working for shawn the loction is so far lah.. but he super nice lor.. everytime help us de.. hmm hahas thanks joel too! for the nice song that you send me yesterday night.. i like it lah.. so cute the song! only like the kids singing that part! hmm can year 2006 faster end! cos just dun like this year lah.. talk to fawn yesterday.. send him son photo and she send me nice song and i send her the song that he send me lor.. did you think i should work ot tomorrow but i really very tired liao lei.. oh ya christina just now call and ask me go relief her to work cos she got important thing to do.. and some more cannot find people liao.. so have to go and work on sat.. hehes:) sunday he going to burn the show for me! hmm going out with ee ching on friday to have lunch.. i want the lyric for the song he send me.. hmm anyway i going to sleep soon today cos have been sleeping like 3am the past few day.. and i wanna sleep early today wor! gtg nite:) to: jian if you ever read this! hmm i will try to be more happy hopefully after tomorrow lor.. and thanks alot for the message too! i miss you lots! and will not think so much lei.. and 2004june 24 hahas will rmb this day de..

fun.happy..

2006-05-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

hehes went for service today... was super tired lah hmm hehes he serve in sound crew today.. can see him nicely from where i sitting.. and service was okay lor.. didnt pay attention cos was feeling very tired and almost fall alsleep lah. hahas i finally give him the small little encouragement card that took me so long to give.. but i did not give it my self ask chari to pass it to him de.. and after service that sky are dark and it seem like it will rain anytime... so was asking shao bin waht the plan b that we will be doing if we reach there it rain.. and he dun want to tell me waht the plan for plan b. we faster leave the church befrore the it rain lor.. hmm there uninvited people at the outing.. hmm anyway reach sentosa and we wanted to try the sentosa luge.. and me chari.shaobin.gab went for the ride.. i was veri scared but still manager to overcome it.. hehes i overcome it liao! clap clap for amy! after was the go cart luge ride.. they will test us before we start the ride.. we got a very good chop on our hand.. cos we know how to do it! and chari wanted excellent but they dun have so there this other guy give him one more chop on her hand so altogether cchari have two very good chop.. the go cart luge ride was fun... hmm i turn the wrong way and i end up in the side of the mud.. and so that i was slower then them lah.. hehes :) after that we went to the beach found one nice spot that i like it nice there but just dun like those people beside us lah.. it so windy so nice lah.. i love the wheather there it so windy.. so we starting playing our ball game! hmm didnt feel like playing cos the wind was so nice.. wanted to sit ther longer to enough the nice wind there.. but in the end still want to play captain ball lah.. hmm was okay at first but was kind of irritated by basil and dun have the mood to continue to play... so went back to sit at the mat.. and shao bin come back with some alive fren and scared me with it lah.. after all the ball game we when to play fribee! not that fun lah.. and we also play water fribee too.. but is only the five of us playing water fribee.. me.chari.gab.josh.su playing water fribee only and shao bin and basil sit there doing there own things.. after that they went to play bridge... and was just looking and dunno how to play on know that su keep having lousy card... and after that went to eat at sakae sushi.. after heading to elkan birthday.. it like wow so amny people lor.. and alot of kids there too.. iwant a ballon and i dun want to get it cos so pei sei lah so ask john boy to help me get one.. and play with isaac and john awhile after that i feel more tired.. so decided not to palywith them liao.. hmm saw two of my sec sch teacher at elkan birthday... hehes i go my flower ballon.. hehes:) he message me today.. so ahppy! hmm then went home was super tired lah.. went to sleep till 11 then my dad wake me up lor.. have dinner cos was still hungry.. and come online... i cant find the show that he ask me to watch.. only manger to watch some part of it that is like only 5 min lah.. so sad:( hmm anyway gtg... read shao bin blog for more detail..

2006-05-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

hehes:) went for service today.. was late i having ushering today.. hmm it okay lor.. ohya jo finally coming back for youth liao... hmm this time he didnt break any promise. hehes :) tomorrow he on sound crew lei.. so happy.. hehes :) hmm tomorrow we will be going to sentosa! hmm today have dinner at the chicken rice store with all the younger ppl lor.. the youth com ppl when for meeting at sam house today.. then so we the younge r want have to settle the dinner ourself lor.. took very long to decdied where we wanted to go for dinner lah... have dinner with jo and fabian this two have been mia for so long.. finally have the chance to have dinner with them liao.. didnt go far due to some problem... hmm then after that went to the cafe thingy and have drink there.. hehes we did draw at the table again.. hmm then went home after that took alot of nice photo cannot load in cos i lost my memory card reader.. sad :( hmm then thanks chari too! i like the gift.. sigh and i super tired lah.. hmm hahas talk to him online today! so happy lah... i wanna gift him the card but just dun have the courage to give him lor.. sigh.. i wanna change my blogskins again.. and hmm dunno what are we going to do tomorrow at sentosa sia.. tan? i dun like dark and i hate HOT sun lah... anyway i should end here and prepare to go sleep so that i can wake up in time tomorrow..

tired.confuse.miss.bored.hope.

2006-05-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

hmm i really wanna veri tired this few day cos i have been working since monday and on can rest on sat ans sunday. hmm this few day a lot of place got sales and need to work till like 11pm.. today waork at bugis.. there end at 10 de.. sigh tml isetan having private sales was posted to there to work.. hmm then tml have to work more then 10 hours lah.. tired then the next day also some sales at raffle city and was posted there too! have to work till 10.30pm on friday.. then it will finally be rest day! hmm hope june 15 faster come hehes :) 28 more days to go.. is just like less than half a month lah.. so happy cos fawn will be coming back that time.. hmm dun know lah still veri confuse on that question that came to my mind recently lei.. hmm still having decided on the answers to the question that come recently to my mind.. sigh.. '"dun waste your time on a man/ woman who isn't willing to waste their time on you" think this is veri meaning lor. oh ya whatever happens, happens for a reason. i miss school really wanna go back to study lei.. hehes :) oh ya i wanna save my money and dun spend so much on hp bill liao... sigh.. i gonna sleep early tonight or else i will not have enough sleep tomorrow.. anyway i everytime also not enought sleep de lor.. yeah sunday going to sentosa! so long nv go liao.. hehes:) but it not a good time to this sunday.. sigh i miss him lah.. stupid com so laggy today lah.. hehes wrote my fren testi cos she wanted it for veri long already.. sigh hmm hope that i can go out with him soon.. not the him that your know lah.. hmm i dunno but he always no time to go out with me de lor.. sigh anyway i tired now liao.. wanna go zZzZzZZz already.. gd nite! green i miss green.. green green.. i love green! hmm dunno why i really miss green this time.. and abt 7 more month to 2007! yeah :) i lovin it..

2006-05-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

hmm today was late for service.. cos i wake up late... hmm today didnt see him during service.. and sigh today was parents day and mother day too! and cheeky bird is one year already.. hehes paragon the cheeky bird place.. sigh hmm oh ya we did something good today! we bring this little boy to the customer service cos he lost the parents ... went to having lunch at ps today.. kfc.. after that we carrefour to go buying fbt short cos chari want to buy it for next week outting to SENOTOSA! hehes:) went to look for sunflower too! but cannot find any.. so chari buy blue rose instead of sunflower! hahas hmm cant really rmb what else we did hmm ust refer to other ppl blog to find out more.. ohya i dun want to do sound crew! nonono.. and i dun want to ask him to go sentosa too! so weird lah.. dun think he will go with us de lor.. anyway got he photo in my phone liao.. so cute liao.. hehes gtg bye!

stupid!

2006-05-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

hahas i was veri tired now.. think will just do a quick blogging and go and slp.. hmm today was okay lor.. qurrel with her she is super unreasonable lor! should i? hmm hahas anyway i got he photo not him.. the stupid tagbox i alway cannot view de.. everytime got error like cannot connect to server lah... wat the.. i wanna view my tagboard sick and tired of it alway cannot view de.. anyway got to go! zZZZZzzzzZZz

GrEeN!

2006-05-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

hehes:) wake up today and did not do much thing today! hmm was late for service.. ask him to is he coming for service or not then he say nope he not coming.. so sad nvm ask him again next week.. hmm today was later for service i really veri late lah.. there no cell today dunno why too.. talk abt the davinci code thingy dun really understand cos the word are too hard for my standard.. when to bishan junction 8 to have dinner.. pastamania! hahas teh after that walk around j8 lor.. untill 9 plus we decided to lef the place and chari decided to cab home.. so we all share the cab home lor.. hmm tomorrow we all not going out anymore sad.. cos chari have to go home and shaobin meeting fren and sus have to go home and study.. anyway nvm i meeting my fren.. hmm i went to find peiyun today at j8 seiyu lor. she working there.. and i really broke lah.. sigh so envy that she can take photo with him.. i wanna take with him too! but it will not be that nice lor.. think he will not smile so haapy lah.. dunno lah.. think maybe she will like him.. or he will like her lor.. she darm thick skin lah keep saying that she cute! okay is you are cute or pretty! no need to say it out de lor.. scared know ppl know har.. dun need to promote youself if really you are that good or what lah.. i wanna cut crop the photo! but dun be so mean lah.. hahas anyway hope i will have the chance to take with him.. and he will smile just like that one he took with her.. or maybe even better! should i give up on him? and why it is twi ti the ratio of one? hmm sigh.. and then he doing duty tomorrow so happy lah ! hmm i want a good sit tomorrow lei.. and did you know that even i dun really know you and all this happen i will hate you lor.. so please dun act cute.. actually you are not that cute lah.. and stop promote youself either.. if you are that cute or what no need to promote yourself de other will do it lor.. and need to to ask ppl to say that you are cute too! if you are the ppl waill just say it de lor.. i pissed off.. no mood.. sigh anyway will continue to blog tomorrow! hmm missya.. hope you dun start to change back to the old you! i like the recent de you.. and you are better then last time now.. really! keep up! jiayou:P night:)..

jealous!

2006-05-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

today as usual when to work.. and nothing really interesting have happen at work still the same as bored as normal but think today time pass veri fast.. reach home have have supper cos was hungry due to i eat too early.. and then reach home use com untill now.. when online and not much ppl to talk to... and when to read ppl blog.. and when to friendster to write testi for fren cos i told to write for them .. hmm arh.. i soooo jealous i wanna take photo with him too!.. i saw the photo of him soo cute lah!.. ( maybe your would agress with it but it really very cute lor).. i want to.. hope to be in the same class as him sia... argh.. i just got no mood to blog lah... the class really got alot of chio bu and cute gal sia... and are still sad abt the appel thing hope that i would know the appeal till i die.. why? where is the appeal and result all this i really try my best and improve and why they still cant give chance.. why are they so cruel.. hmm i wanna past time fast.. i really veri veri sad and just feel like crying out but i just cant.. hmm the feeling is hurting lah.. Why cant i just get over it easily? talk to fawn on msn.. sigh.. why?? hmm i really broke can your ppl please return my money.. sigh i du nahve the mood to blog already.. i sooo jealous lah.. and hoping that sunday will come fast.. hmm cos i wanna be inspector for sound crew and doing nothing.. just sit there and inspector though out the service hahas:) i crazy!
*wishlist*
*wish to be he classmate for one yr*
*wish that i can go back to school*
*wish to take photo with him but i shy*
* wish to talk to him*
*wish that i will be more happy*
*wish that i would be sad*
*wish that everyhting can come true*
*wish to give him sweet*
*wish that he come for youth service*
*wish that he can go out with us on sunday after service*
*wish that jo come back for service too*
*wish that fawn was with me alone for one day*
*wish that he can listen to my problem*
*with to see him (my fren)*
*wish to be like her*
and more wish lah..

2006-05-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

hmm today was okay lah.. it just that i overcharge a customer by ten dollar lor.. hmm today was okay lah. day was bored. hmm i miss him not the him that i will go crazy abt i wanna go there to see him tomorrow.. so jealous that you can go there.. hmm will he like you? maybe will not.. hope not.. can i change place with you... but think he change already... he because more diffent just dunno what the different but know that he different from last time lah.. hmm and will promise your ppl that will meet your for lunch soon.. hmm i miss your people too especiall laychi and paoli. your rockz! today was tired lah. didnt do much thing today.. it was so bored to work when no people. and hmm hahas i feeling tired already lah.. hmm think nothing to blog liao.. will continue to blog tml then..

2006-05-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

hmm today the school was stupid call and ask me stupid question like why i never apply for bursery? how did i know.. and wake me up early in the morning lei... but nevermind i wake up and come online.. hehes talk to him today.. so nice talking to him lor.. so long nv talk to him already.. hmm then i found out that he class got more gal then guy and think alot of chio bu too..
hmm sigh think he will sure like one of them de.. and hahas jiayi so good can be in the same calss as joshua and siew eng so lucky of her sia that she got my two good fren in her class.. hmm i miss him.. think he chance to not so anti already.. hmm i think i need to go and get prepare to go work already.. really still veri moody for what the appeal result was.. hmm anyway will continue to blog tonight and really hope to see him again online tonight.. anyway green rocks and haha BM0605.. miss ya..

sad:(

2006-05-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

sigh.. today went to school to see teacher and section head about my appeal. and the first time i went school saw alot of my beloved fren.. and they all was like amy! so long nv see you and ask why am i in home clother.. so i told then and ask then to wait while i go and see section head and teacher.. hmm then went see section head. and i was scared lah.. went i two by two with my fren. and then we are the first to go in.. the first time the section head ask what your gpa? the i say mine after that my fren say her. then the next time thing the section head sad no nope and so i did not say anymore thing already. so the section head keep nagging as us.. and i got nothing to say. and the section head ask us trying on the part time higher nitec. which is night class de. and alot of working adults and older people lor. and so i went out from the office and went to see my teacher and ask her for help and she ask my gpa too.. and she say too low she cant help and somemore the waiting list is still veri long. and then went to ask my teacher that what abt apply for nitec. then she say that the classes have been cut to one class this time round and the waiting list is still veri long too! and chance will be givn to those who havent try nitec before. and after that i went to find my pe teacher maybe she the clsoer teacher to me lor.. and the most easily to talk to the lor. hmm then her advise to me is to retake n level math and sci so that i have more course to choose form next year.. and more chance too.. and she say cannot take part time higher nitec too cos you have to achive 2.6 for gpa lor.. which mean i cannot too! and so sad:( and sorry if your ppl see me in school today and dun have the chance to talk to me. cos i busy today in school lei. and i really thanks God for sure a nice fren thanks for all my christian fren in sch.. really encourage by what you have say. and then really appreacited the prayer that your have keep me in prayer! and thanks all those ppl that have been keeping me in prayer too! love ya so much. and ya i may seen strong but i not! hmm and thanks for all the message from all my beloved fren too. i will try not to give up hope if i can. and continue to pary for me.. pray for the me the what God want me to chose and what the path he want me to walk on... and there still 1 month for the appealing result to be finally be over! and so really pary that i still have the chance and so that go back to sch and share it to all my fren too! cry alittle.. really veri sad too! hmm alot of people have say this sentanc eto me today! God will have a way for me. and it remind me of the song,and the trust if he faith in me.
God will make a way
God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
he works in way we cannot see,
he will make a way for us,
he will be my guide hold me closely to his side in love and strength for each new day.
he will make a way, he will make a way.

* thanks your people for advise*
* thanks for all the encouragement*
* thanks for the prayer*
*thanks for be there for me when i down*
* thanks for the asking me not to give up hope, if your just trying to make me happy only*
* thanks for helping me out today in school*
* thanks for all the care and concern*
* thanks God for all your wonderful and lovely people*
* miss ya people*
* will try to be strong*